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oop i forgot about these rly fast sketches i did just now lol

finished the coba and payapa berries. Also the tanga and charti berries, but the latter two are very small lol

I didnt see this before akdndjdkjd
But thats rly nice!!!

Except it was in an earlier stage ofc lol

Another commission WIP! i am so happy with how this is looking. I think I've posted this before

More thoughts on Takuto Maruki:

I wish i didnt have to post my tangents in such short stints hahaha

To be fair though one thing about Maruki that made me think "WHERE TF DID YOU GET THAT LICENSE" is the fact that he very blatantly enabled Sumire to pretending to be Kasumi. I have a feeling there may be some cultural context I might be missing or smth since persona is VERY Japan-centric lol

*he wants others to be happier than him because it makes him feel better. He is so deluded and misguided. I love how flawed and well intentioned he is.

In spite of how hard he fights. And then it gets to a point where him and Ren are just exchanging punches, just for Maruki to get all that fully out of his system. And when he does, he loses his self preservation and doesnt care anymore. But Ren and the phantom thieves still care so much.

I feel Maruki's pain on a personal level. And the way he fights. My god how he fights. You know based on how he fights, that is all he has. Well also because he states so. But damn...the whole time he kept getting up and fighting, I just felt sympathy for him. Cuz you know he is gonna keep losing

Like he is literally so sad. And he takes that sadness, and projects his own desire for happiness onto other people to a very unhealthy degree. He is sympathetic to me, tbh. When I was younger, I wanted to save people, like he does. But now...no, I've learned I can't do that. (2/??)

Also jfc. My heart bleeds for Maruki. He's a bleeding heart. To his and others' expense. While he feels he is acting in selflessness, it is clear he is acting with great selfishness. He fights so so so hard, even harder than the other final bosses from P5 did. He is so sad. And wants (1/??)

There are 4 major points where "Rivers in the Desert" play in P5R

-Shido
-Yaldaboath
-Maruki (Hastur)
-Jose

They all have a rly interesting throughline in common

That is the metaverse
Aka, human collective cognition

Jose getting that theme seemed like a joke at first but...no it makes sense!

Me before and during Sae palace: I hate akechi
At Shido's Palace, and especially during royal: I love Akechi, he's so real

Me rn: akechi is the most relatable person in the story and the one who applies most to the "hiding behind a mask" idea

Clarificafion: you did pay her (sorry if my wording said otherwise) but like meanwhile ur just not gonna give credit where its due? Damn. That sucks.

"Birthday cake" flavor often uses vanilla flavor; cake batter flavor; butter and/or almond extract

Makes it taste like a rich white cake while being an ice cream

Yw

I guess it means that those pre-AI music lofi tracks from the days before AI was a major thing
It makes them all the more precious.

Saw a mario paint lofi thingy today that was uploaded a few months ago
Was rly sus
And yeah all the evidence suggests its likely AI.
That blows

I really miss when I could look for lofi music compilations without worrying if its AI.

"it will have pokemon home compatibility in the future, we promise!!!" lmao silliness. mind ya i find my ways and don't take this stuff too srsly, it is funny in hindsight. I'll always love the IP lol

loool yeah they want you to pay 30 or 40 bucks to play fr and/or lg on their native emulator xD

lmfao yup! corporate greed in a shellnut. x) this is why I love emulation. here's to hoping that Gen X will help motivate switch 2 emulation development, but we will see! even then, I'm sure once i get the money i will cave just to get kirby air riders lol.

LOGGING ON

progress lol. Coba berry done, Payapa berry is a WIP!

fave gen x starter?

1️⃣ 🐤🫘Browt
2️⃣ 🐕🔥Pombon
3️⃣ 🦎🫗Gecqua

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ralsei and i thank you for the ko-fi, ralsei enjoyer!

My doodle of Pombomb from Cassette Beasts and Pombon from Pokemon together! :) Two fire poms!!

Last post for today but I HAD to get this out of my system after seeing the Gen 10 Pokemon stuff, lol

Cassette Beasts my beloved
#fanart #pokemon #cassettebeasts

Gotta say. Theres a song i keep hearing in videos. Its so compelling, it drives me crazy every time I hear it. It sounded familiar at first but turns out, I've never heard it before the first time I did. It just compelled me a lot lol. its Lavender Waters from Yume 2kki. Never played it. Yet.

gen 10

Re-doodlng this. Prilly wont get very far with it. Its rly cool how much I've improved in the past year ^^