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@kotonefujita.bsky.social

personal account of a 23 y/o raccoon with a computer. certified freak, occasional ๐Ÿ”ž disabled, emo, and gay because i couldn't pick a struggle. freelance writer โšฐ๏ธ๐Ÿ•Š

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Latest posts by kotonefujita.bsky.social on Bluesky

Sometimes fatherhusband does be reminding me that he is just as much my stupid bitch wife Sometimes. And then that wraps around to reminding me of how her stupid bitch wife-ism is just a part of being a man. Debunked with facts and logic once again...

15.12.2024 10:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I feel so nakey on here. But I like it better than the other app so naked I will be

15.12.2024 10:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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My acc

15.12.2024 05:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Somehow angry at myself for doing so much work to the point of exhausting myself of all creative energy instead of just fucking around and playing video games. Why shouldn't I be fucking around and playing video games? How is it my fault that the SSI system is flawed and downright neglectful

15.12.2024 05:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm a multitude of things I won't post to the internet but to be frank I call my life partner my fatherhusband unironically and also specialize in erotic writing. I am also incapable of experiencing sexual attraction. It's a thing and it's fucking bananas and annoying as hell to explain

11.12.2024 08:38 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Something something tell your local asexual or something they aren't a laughing stock. Send them that asexual Nicki Minaj meme because it's funny as fuck even to us but like, don't look at aces like we're celibate prudes or whatever. I'm a glowing example of how little anyone understands asexuality

11.12.2024 08:36 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

asking when it was my turn to find people hot. Sexy. Anything. And then I found a term that fit me until it was traumatized out of me. Making me wonder why, then, if I wasn't ace, did I feel so broken? When the fuck was it my turn??? It never was. And that's okay, as difficult as it is for me to say

11.12.2024 08:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

This isn't to say anything except me talking about my experiences and my past and my feelings on those. No point has been made here. But I really think it's so damaging to look at anyone and tell them their feelings aren't real. I felt broken when I went through puberty. I kept waking up every day-

11.12.2024 08:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And what I experienced was just as damaging as homophobia. Which isn't the point, really, but isn't it fucking hilarious how an entire group of bigots can singlehandedly create aphobia while claiming it just straight up isn't real? It's fucking insane to me looking back

11.12.2024 08:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it kept being that way, and it still is. And it's only now that I'm realizing as an adult, still trying so hard to embrace who I am instead of burying it, that I was right. I was a kid. And I was ace.

11.12.2024 08:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

vague nonbinary asexual girl-liker than I did being forced to fit into a multitude of identities that never fit me right. And they never fit me right because I was never able to explain what made everything feel so fucking wrong with me. Because asexual was a dirty term, all of a sudden. And-

11.12.2024 08:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Bigots to the highest degree. And they made ME ashamed to be ace, and I believed that I got indoctrinated into a fucking cult, or something. Believed like a naive child that the asexual cult or whatever made me ashamed to be "wlw." Of course it didn't. In fact I felt more accepted as a 14 year old-

11.12.2024 08:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

but mostly just made kids who felt it represented them feel like their identities didn't matter. It was all "the aces are grooming kids and sexualizing them by telling them its okay to be ace." It was never about us being LGBT or not that pissed me off, but just how fucking evil these people were.

11.12.2024 08:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Sometimes I like. Think about how opening Tumblr used to be when we were all cringe and free. Before kinblr. My ass saw asexuality being described on the site then and I immediately felt represented. A year or two later, everyone was starting a vitriolic hate campaign that targeted asexuals, sure-

11.12.2024 08:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Edging

09.12.2024 20:06 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Watching my wifey play games at an arcade for my birfday :3

03.12.2024 18:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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SUMIKA GAVE MAE THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER!!!!!

03.12.2024 20:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Love that my girlfriend loves me

27.11.2024 20:09 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Instead of posting about how I have emergency commissions open and that you should DEFINITELY commission me for Mouthwashing yaoi I will show you guys my two best bro dude friends on a date that got ruined by my other OCs serial killer father who has a massive ass in The Sims 4

19.11.2024 22:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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There aren't enough words to say to describe how this video and this woman made me feel today

15.11.2024 14:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I can't believe me and Sena have been together for six months. I am posting about it everywhere just to get my thoughts out because comprehending them is hard. And fathoming my love for a fictional woman being able to save me is hard. But it's so very real and I love her so very much ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿงก

15.11.2024 13:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I feel so emotional right now and I can't even put it into words. I saw this card and started actually crying. I've never had such an emotional reaction to a favorite of mine before and I'm not used to it but I guess it just shows how much she means to me. I love Sena so much. So so much

15.11.2024 13:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

How do I stop feeling like this :(

15.11.2024 02:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

People are making Bluesky roleplay accounts ... o_O okokokyeah

15.11.2024 02:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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amo Bring Me The Horizon ยท Album ยท 2019 ยท 13 songs

open.spotify.com/album/04mkS7...

15.11.2024 02:01 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Was just about to post The most embarrassing shit on this account. Who even wants to listen to this shit. The only good thing about being sober is my ability to competently play the Sims 4. I do not think it's worth the risk of being ummm not sober anymore though so

15.11.2024 01:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I want to write Psychological Horror and Not have it be looked down on by the Big Guys out there who don't want me to make Money off of the Inherent Horror of a Father and a Son Having an intensely Unhealthy sexual and Codependant Relationship. In a world of restriction...I want Freedom........

15.11.2024 01:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Likw this post if you're a real #BDSM #EMO and you can relate. Repost if you .

15.11.2024 01:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A fruit jelly shaped like muppet Beaker, with bright red hair and a worried expression

A fruit jelly shaped like muppet Beaker, with bright red hair and a worried expression

A fruit jelly shaped like Fozzy Bear, with his polka dot tie and brown hat, he inexplicably appears enraged about something

A fruit jelly shaped like Fozzy Bear, with his polka dot tie and brown hat, he inexplicably appears enraged about something

A fruit jelly shaped like Miss Piggy, including a purple shirt, pearls, and big curly blonde hair

A fruit jelly shaped like Miss Piggy, including a purple shirt, pearls, and big curly blonde hair

A display of Muppet jelly lollipops shaped like Kermit and Animal, in a green box with Kermit's face on it

A display of Muppet jelly lollipops shaped like Kermit and Animal, in a green box with Kermit's face on it

Asher Muppet Jellies (2002-2003): A line of jellies (thick, fruit-flavored gumdrop candy) molded into the ostensible likeness of various Muppet characters, available alone or affixed to candy canes.

14.11.2024 12:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 819    ๐Ÿ” 120    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 51    ๐Ÿ“Œ 32

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Moving more of my gallery here #OC #Art #GL #Yuri

17.10.2024 14:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 24    ๐Ÿ” 11    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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