Melodii Aquae'a

And a friend's #ffxiv #viera character ^^

I also did some #Wigglypaint! p2/2

I also did some #Wigglypaint! p1/2

Its been a little while, but I finally found some time to draw again. ^^ So I drew a dear friend of mine, I kind of like this size on her. I wonder if they'll get... bigger. *smugs*

I've been doing many practices I've not been posting, but its safe to say I've let most of them take their course, and given up on a few I was working with. So its time to refocus back on the MikuNTS practices, gotto prep for the short Christmas NTS game for Godot practice!

My wife... She's so cute~ =w=b

Its been 2-3 months since I felt like this, I guess there's improvement? I *am* doing better nowadays but- some days I just can't help but think how there are people who unwillingly lost their lives today, while I continue living a pointless one over here. Sorry4vent, sleep time.

Warmup doodle of the day =w=b

I had a silly idea thanks to recent events (tl;dr: twitter drama), and I followed through with it for once. Kinda surprised how it turned out. Anyway, I'm not making a habit of this, Masculodii deserves better.✨Back to the actual projects I go!

I have NO idea where this came from as I'm a bit surprised this worked to begin with. But I'd be lying if I said the reference did not help, probably carried half the drawing ^^ Either way, its not NTS, but its Miku. Lets see what I can do tomorrow~

I might as well post these, some of the things I was working on, it was a lot of fun. ^^

Its annoying how easily I can get lost in small obsessions over a story and their characters, its rare to find something that hooks me. But I have too much respect for original works and the people who make them to just go off on my own and do things I was never asked to. ^^

On second thought I'll put a pin on this project for a bit and continue with my own characters/MikuNTS/etc. There are unknown variables I can't confim as I don't wish to put more pressure on someone by asking useless questions while they seem to be struggling with other things.

Drawing a character I likem first of the planned four. Nowhere near what I want it to be (especially the broken arm,) but I can work on all that tomorrow. Nighty night~ ^^ After that its back to Miku, hopefully.

Some days are rough and I tend to write stupid things I don't actually mean deep down, I know things can and will be better because I'm actively working on my life. Still, vertical spelling challenge completed, tears shed, moving on to drawing. Take care of yourselves.

Can I call this a cock study? Because I have never drawn dicks THIS detailed before. What's the math..? Just me thinking I'm being cute and clever. Either way, having fun with my obsession with a story I'm slowly reading. ^^
(NTS warning ⬇️)
archiveofourown.org/series/4164436

I keep hearing Miku's voice. She keeps telling me to practice... "If you can't draw me doing naughty things, then at least practice." I can't tell if I'm going crazy, or if the obsession is finally claiming my soul. But rest assured, Miku. You will be free to NTS soon again. >w<

Trying this soon ^^

Got stuck in a bit of an art rut but I'm climbing out of it with tiny short doodles! The left image is me trying a self-hosted oekaki and liking the way the brushes look.

Oh my goodness she is so cute! >w< Truly the most supportive wife anyone could ever hope to have!

I'll take a tiny victory where I can. Figured I'd give myself a 10ish min to quickly do something, and I'm glad I did. ^^ Lego hand to the rescue against fussiness!

Oh my GOD she looks SO cute the way you drew her ;w;

Away, thank you~ ;w; Right back at'cha! ^^

TW: suicide. A vent through drawing. The latter half of April is proving to be very difficult. But I got myself to draw again, that's something. Ever feel like you have everything you need to change life, but you're just.. tired? Anyway. Happier drawing tomorrow. I promise I'll do whatever I can.

Look how miserably you asking for paizuri. Sorry, but such tiny d1cks belong to onaholes😭 #初音ミク #ボーカロイド #羞恥 #ドMホイホイ #ドM #巨乳 #極上の乳

I think I've been stagnating hard in a key area I've been desperate to improve: facial likeness. This was supposed to be a friend but looks nothing like her. Time to study it some more and make more MikuNTS. If I can get my wife to look like herself, I'll have accomplished it!

I mean I'm still trying, but its hard. Wish I had a red line to follow. But getting myself started is honestly such a pain to the point I might pick back up the Pomodoro technique. I believe in you though, try it sometimes! Send me in private if you like and if you're shy. I'd love to see. ^^

You know, for someone dabbling in the kink as much as I am, you'd think I'd have more ideas and not lock up when its time to draw. Like... What am I doing all day long up tot he point I have to start?! 🤔✨

I don't know what this position is called with the arm lock, but I love it very time I see it. ^^

138->500, silly little headcanon from the future. ^^