✨Rhia✨

And yes it does help me a ton just when I thought my head was too loud I started journaling again. It’s an internal battle I’ll never forget and to this day I’m still learning about myself. I remember thinking the fist step was going to end me but here I am.

I of course have lost a chunk of fake people along the way but I already have with people I consider family 💜
Relearning patience also hasn’t been easy but I’m doing itt And of course my memory hasn’t gotten any better due to my last relationship experience which is why I journal almost everyday

I’ve been staying away from social media to better myself and rebuild myself and it has Not been easy. But I’ve been making progress that’s for sure and I’m proud of myself✨

Simply gasping at the sight of ducks this morning

After mff I’m going to be attending fc for the first time since 2020, it’s gonna be an emotional one for me. Especially since we last went when my brother was still here

Now it’s time for healing ✨

All he did was tell me everything I wanted to hear but when it was time to address his problems? Gone. Time to talk about the things that are bothering me all the time? Gone. Now I’m gone, Done.
I’m not doing any of that bs

I never posted this anywhere but facebook yet. But I ended the relationship with my ex, it was tiring putting everything in only to get little to nothing back. And the thanks I got was my world of 7 yrs on Minecraft getting blown up. Good riddance and onto new beginnings I suppose.

Got this Lil guy the other day in the den, I lov it •0•

Nothing like getting poked with a needle in the mouth 15 times and it wasn't wasn't a filling ..
My whole mouth is sore and this is why I dislike dental appointments 🙃

TFW a mf keeps break checking you but then it instantly backfires because of a cop that came out of nowhere 🎉

I just HAD to get the essentials earlier.
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HI!!

I didn't even know that •0•

Spotted a fren while going on a walk with my fiance earlier

October car. Acquired in Denver and brought home. 🧡

Just before 9/11.

Made one hell of a trip with my bro and fam all the way to Denver for Denfur and then to Minneapolis for furry migration. Had the time of my life and laughed like never before especially since one of wolfs doods were trying to bribe the chair of migration to get us banned 💖

After 2 years I finally have My Spirit and Identity back, had to go through so much therapy, ceremony, tribal rituals, to wash the darkness off of me, and the final thing to let go of everything, was being told to drop his shit off back with him, beyond thankful for Indigenous Roots and community.

Took two years to heal from that little fuckers psychological warfare, dissolved my identity, constantly policed who I could and couldn't hang out with, made me push away family and friends, so if Me dropping off all those gifts, to cut the soul tie makes me the Villain, so be it, Shitass.

This is gonna get me blocked by him, but don't care. Wolf/Howl Out made a vaguepost claiming harassment and stalking by Julzz, trying to frame them as the bad party.

In truth, Julzz returned old gifts as for YEARS Wolf has been abusing them and ditching them when they don't get what they want.

Got spool of rope from the free shit table at Denfur. Is thankful

Especially since I can't take ibuprofen or Tylenol 🙃

Right? I'm always wondering where this years going

How I feel

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I’m very upset because I slept in 30 minutes late to a dental appointment I needed badly despite having 6 alarms set and a missed call. This is why I rarely sleep when it’s a busy time because I will NOT wake up to an alarm not unless someone pushes me off the bed

Tfw you’re getting dental work done and a random person comes into your room to bitch about why they can’t just go to the same building for their surgery 😐
They were in fact asked to leave