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kalcifer

@chain-bastard.bsky.social

drowning in an indescribable emptiness

11 Followers  |  8 Following  |  26 Posts  |  Joined: 16.02.2025  |  1.4158

Latest posts by chain-bastard.bsky.social on Bluesky

having…too many payment issues with comms lately…I understand things happen but πŸ₯Ήtis not good for me

21.10.2025 16:41 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I feel so AGHHH THE FUTURE IS TERRIFYING THE FUCK OUTTA ME ITS PARALYZING

21.03.2025 04:00 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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I downloaded…hinge…again…yall this is it for me wtf am I doing

18.03.2025 04:38 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

This convo I’m having with a friend is just as infuriating as I knew it would be!!! I don’t really know how to respond to a single thing

17.03.2025 05:19 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I don’t know what I’m doing and I’m terrified idk what’s going on and what I am

16.03.2025 03:53 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

ever so slowly getting better at my communication skills πŸ₯²πŸ₯²πŸ₯² I feel like my exe set me back so much

15.03.2025 00:03 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I can nawt bear to be single for much longer I am not built for this I am a lover PLEASEEEE

13.03.2025 19:55 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I feel like my account was just carried off of the fact I had friends/moots with huge followings occasionally rting my stuff o|< but AGHHH idk art is so I don’t know how I feel about my stuff rn

10.03.2025 20:34 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Okay AGHHH okay it’s ITS going okay wow I should’ve just reached out sooner but I was so scared oh my god wow I could have this person in my life again

09.03.2025 07:01 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Maybe I’m being stupid but!! I asked idk I am a big boy who can communicate like an adult now I’m better than I was!!!

08.03.2025 07:25 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

It went well agh wow AGHHH I’m like idk I kinda wanna ask if there’s a possibility of us reconnecting but idk if that’s weird!

08.03.2025 07:14 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Okay agh answered and said sorry idk I’m scared idk brain brain

05.03.2025 07:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

A friend I cut off for a super dumb reason reached out about like not anything about us but I’m like this is gonna be the only chance I have to say sorry

05.03.2025 07:07 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

does my makeup to feel less ugly but now I just feel ugly with makeup on WHY CANT I HAVE BEEN BORN A MAN

01.03.2025 20:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I love Hunter x Hunter thank you Hunter x Hunter for making college more bearable

27.02.2025 00:27 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

some of my moots from twt don’t follow me here and I’m like did I do smth πŸ˜΅β€πŸ’«

25.02.2025 07:10 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

everytime my numbers r shit I’m like man maybe my art just sucks

24.02.2025 22:47 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

*one of our it’s a shared bathroom but like BARFFF

23.02.2025 22:37 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

my roommate on my crazy ass shit stuffing used pads in one of my bathroom drawers 😭😭😭 those mfs are there for DAYS

23.02.2025 22:37 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I love when you give back the same energy someone is giving you and they just stop talking to you πŸ₯Ή

21.02.2025 00:57 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Like what do you mean a security guard made me come out of my classroom when she has seen me come in a million fucking times, I scanned my ID RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER, AND SHOWED HER MY FUCKING ID AS I CAME IN

20.02.2025 21:44 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Sometimes I just

20.02.2025 21:43 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Art and life tearing me apart at the same time

20.02.2025 21:16 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

me trying very very hard to self soothe in class and not get extremely mad bc I hate my stuff Aghhhh

19.02.2025 15:18 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I am exhausted all the time!!! Holy shit just being awake is so tiring what

18.02.2025 20:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

stupid personal side account for me to yap on and probably post more doodles n stuff

16.02.2025 19:04 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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