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im rewatching my stream vod cuz there was a funny moment i wanted to clip

tell me why my mic wasnt working the entire fuckin stream 😤

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Absolutely do NOT give your ID or face scan on Discord. It's even worse than expected. Apparently due to people bypassing current systems, they're switching to "persona" which is funded by fucking Peter Thiel.

but idk we’ll see, maybe i’ll find a stylist ahead of the wedding and get it done nice (or cut short again, who knows)

but this isnt a bad look i think; i think my biggest enemy is that my hairline hasnt receded and i have a widows peak; and i have super thick hair so there’s no volume.

i’ve been struggling with my hair style, bc on the one hand i want to grow it out, but right now its at a weird length and never looks good, and bc its wavy and not curly, it just looks bad. and also like face framing i cant figure it out.

just a selfie, most of my hair is pulled back into a bun, but theres just like a stray lock in the center front thats got a bit of a curl to it, and i think i like it.

honestly living for this curl

it’s all worth it to see her smile

also this is my first suit 🥰 so that’s suuuuper exciting. the last wedding i went to i kinda “made” a suit out of my wardrobe, aka black kakhis and a button up with a blazer thrown on top.

the wedding before, i wore black dress pants and a floral button up.

baby steps 🙃

totally worth the investment, doesn’t hurt to have a suit on stand-by in the back of the closet.

also ignore how both those selfies the suits do not fit lol. i was just dipping my toes in, seeing the look. i just got home from the tailors where i got measured and am getting a custom made three-piece suit 😍

mirror selfie in a light grey / blue-ish two piece suit

mirror selfie of me in a dark grey / off-black two piece suit

going to a wedding in the spring. gonna wear a suit. super exciting stuff.

feeling the light grey, since it’s spring and also will be in florida.

guess i’ll try again tomorrow. im exhausted after that.

like the only other time in my life i’ve ever felt like that is when i take too many shots of tequila 🙃

like i dont even remember removing the needle, my hand couldnt stop shaking, everything blurred. i had to go lay down on the bed and pray i wouldnt need to go to urgent care.

had to abandon my shot today 😢 i hit the nerve and hoooooooooly fuckin shit dude. i couldnt tell if i was gonna pass out or vom. and i had tinnitus and vertigo for like 10 straight minutes

I am begging you. Please learn about stress/discomfort tolerance. Practice raising it. You need this to survive. If someone online can ruin your day with a throwaway comment, you desperately need to understand discomfort tolerance and consciously, systematically build that shit. Also! Stress tolerance is such an important skill that having a learning disability in that area is a major symptom of a whole lot of other disabilities/mental illnesses! Struggling with it is a huge part of life! It sucks! Am I saying everyone with misophonia needs to listen to chewing noises all day? No. But you need to find ways to tolerate it enough that you don't treat others like shit if they make a mouth noise near you. No, you don't have to read the fic with your trigger tags. But you do need to be able to handle scrolling past the tags without being upset. It is hard! But not having it also makes you so so so easy to manipulate. That grandma is racist AF because her mom raised her to be uncomfortable around black people and she never fought that discomfort. Trans people make so many cis people uncomfortable and that discomfort turns into bigotry real fast. Letting your discomfort dictate your actions and beliefs about things is a great way to become a terrible person. Learn. Discomfort. Tolerance.

Important shit that I’m still trying to learn.

screenshot of a yellow arrow in the course “Dire Dire Docks”, from Super Mario 64 (1996)

so tired of all this yellow paint plaguing modern gaming smh

FEELIN' PRETTY NOW OR NEVER TO ME

I'll let this video I have saved to my hard drive speak for itself.

Keep going and don't be afraid to fail.

A cat sitting among boxes of oranges.

The orange seller is very talented.

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in other news, my house is the cleanest it’s been in years 🥹 i’m starving and my feet hurt

Based.

if you think about it, fishing is the oldest Gacha

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