To an extent, I’m tired of trying with people. Words say one thing and actions show another and I’m not about to look stupid

Niggas are trying my patience first thing in the morning

Therapist got me together today. Managing my expectations of people.

A good friend is getting me out of Jersey this weekend and I really need it.

THIS!

To heal means to feel.

You have to feel your feelings, emotions, grief, trauma in order to heal

you can't avoid and suppress things and then expect to heal.

so many people mistake staying busy and isolating from people, as "healing" when you're just avoiding

I think my thing is that when I’m left disappointed, I don’t even get an apology. Just no kind of conversation at all lol. Especially when it’s other people that offer whatever it is. It gets draining and aggravating as hell at some point

I put too much faith in people being there for me sometimes

After a while you just stop asking things of people……

Thankful for people getting me out of the house.

After being let down so much in the past few weeks im just over everything lol

Missing someone that was part of daily routine has me in extra pain today.

I get so frustrated when I’m let down constantly

Starkillers use of the force

Playing Jackbox party games and dying laughing at all of the out of pocket answers

Overwatch. Moira

All the games. I’ll make time

When a team is doing sooooo good and then jus throws afterwards

Sly Cooper

Re Requiem

Ghost of Yotei 10/10 no notes

The sound before a skill check on DBD

Batman Arkham series

RE4 Remake

I have a social circle but at the same time I don’t if that makes sense.

You know how when someone says something to you and it just doesn’t make sense….yeah lol

Healing is painful

Sunday

Just finished Ghost of Yotei and oh my gahhh 🥲🥲🥲

Just stick with it 😭. It’s worth it!