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I cant do this i cant keep repeating everydays after crying all night, feel like shit when wake up and always going to study when i’m just about to cry again i cant forcus on anything alright i get it i’m useless skilless and stupid okay

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I’m too childish and simply everything, it will never this serious if i understand it faster

Should i ask her to break up with me, it’s too dangerous for her mental and safety to stay near me

I shouldn’t even in a relationship from the start, if i’m rejected her at that times, everything will not be this far

I’m worried for her safety

I shouldn’t exit i should die already, please break up with me if all i bring to you just bad things, you’re even cut yourself because of me

Irl was bad enough and now it even worse on online, where should i go, i shouldn’t be near anyone, i only bring negative to them, i want to deleted all my accounts

What was i even do for her, all i bring to her was only negative, i dont wanna be in a relationship anymore, both friendship and romantic

My gf cut herself because of me, i’m too forcuson my own problems and make her feel like i saw her like trash, i should kill myself

I hate staring…

Stop staring at me…

I accepted it now, mom, i give up, arent you want it, why did you look at me like that, stop staring at me

Everyone is better than me, wwhat’s the point of living rn, i just gonna keep posting arts, drawing what i like, i already accepted that i’m suck and never gonna be better than anyone, i stopped thinking now, i dont care if i gonna die or alive

I hope a car gonna ran over me, it feel so good to know i’m not exiting, i was laying under a truck and it ran thru me once when i was a kid, i hope i can feel it again now

My mind feel so blank

I dont even thinking when i’m driving

One day one more way to jump in my shits again yayay idc what if i slipped off from a tall place, what if i die in a car accident, i’ll die without people thinking i’m stupid for sucide

I just want to be small… in my safe zone… sighhhh it feel so suck, i’m tired, i dont even want to posting shitpost now, i feel like shit to look at my arts, it so suck, i know i’m being too harsh to myself now but i just cant stop it, why did i keep nervous

I keep trying to be better, why did i feel like everyone is better than me

I’ve always thinking my arts is overrated

I’m so tired, it feel suck

I’m so useless in this family anyway

Fuck this family fuck everything i hate this shit mess and how she keep making me feel unmotivated like failure

“You never study anyway” oh you never let me study anyway i should’ve jump instead of study right is that what you want right 😁😁😁

I hate my mom so much ughhhhhgggg she keep making excuses to make me cant fucking studies i hate her so much stop trying to make me harder to study i dont need your care fuck off

I hate Twitter and i always beên hating on it, i’ll just only go to post arts then

They acting like 17 is not a minor or sth, oh yeah they not gonna take me seriously just because i’m just one year apart from 18 yr old, of fucking course i should’ve know that sooner that they whining about everything before even thinking

Sighhhhg i’m so tired with Twitter people, some of them is nice… and the other is… tiring to intract with… it’s better for my mood to stopped intracting with them completely