Dougdot

Video games are cool

Fantastic first post

I want to improve

Today i found out what actually catches me off guard and disarms me.

I will tell no one

Person doing raid mechanics got caught in another mechanic and I had to learn how to do their mechanic on the spot and we cleared the encounter.

A rare occurrence where fuck it we ball paid off.

Sweet dreams

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Not really happy with things, but i'm more at peace mentally than i used to be.

Anyway, sleeping is pretty great and so are video games. Hope those i think about are well

oops been up 24hrs

Sweet dreams

Mom may not be doing ok.

Did some tests, recommended seeing a specialist to look into it.

Jake was right on the money, being crazy is hard.

it has been incredibly exhausting trying to be positive looking forward to the day to end up on an empty tank crashed out depressed at night.

In another life, I may have been a poet

When you've been alone most of your time and you suddenly get approached, wouldn't you ask why? What's the catch? Why me? Why now? What's going on that im suddenly the choice or option?

Might just go to a sports clips thur and just get my hair cut short again

The last person to cut this has butchered it and did such a poor performance that becomes more obvious the more time passes and the hair grows out.

Please make tomorrow a nice, smooth, chill day at work

This heat and humidity had been absolutely crushing.

Sometimes at night the mind is the worst enemy, makes you relive terrible moments in your life.

Some nights I fall asleep faster than they can fester.

Other nights it can hurt a long while before I can doze off.

Despite the empty nights and reoccurring sadness, with no dreams or goals or future, I go to bed with the smallest spark of hope things will be better.

It made me stubborn

The constant mental struggle of trying not to be self-destructive is exhausting

update internet is working but may fluctuate on and off for a while

im mentally drained

I was supposed to have an online interview tomorrow for a potential job promotion

Fam decided the weekend to upgrade the internet.

Downtime is roughly 24-48 hours as of now.

I have no way to contact and reschedule the interview if its even possible

I want to give up

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Am I a floater?

probably late night gremlins and shouldn't think too much on it right now

Today wasn't too hot.

Vet called and said while my pupper is developing cataracts in her age.

Later fam expressed concern on my dating life and the idea of me being content single is "depressing" and just "sad to hear to give up" so yeah....

But i have ice cream which is nice.

Was depressed but then did a fuck ton of yard work and felt better. being productive does things

Now i'm exhausted as fuck lmao

hoping tomorrow will be better

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in the end theres just you

THANK YOU!!!!

To tell the full truth, i was not expecting birthday messages today for...well lots of reasons lol

Thank you for the love and wishes ♥️🫂