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i feel like my friendship with her just slowly faded away ever since we broke up... i could barely talk to her and it doesn't feel right. it feels close to non existent now and i hate it

not this account too...

that fucking b ot can go fucking k*** themselves weird ass motherfucker

its like as if theres already too much going on bothering you and you are forced to push forward even if you still feel like you can't and it hella sucks

honestly idk how i could help you with everything going on, i can only hope that things get better for you soon 🫂🫂🫂

honestly i can relate to this, the feeling that everything is falling apart in front of me and because of other things i have to focus on, i know that i can't let those feelings take over me but then i would feel horrible as if i am trying to ignore those problems and it ends up stressing me out

i want to tell her i still love her but i know i'll just get hurt

i still love you and i'n sorry for still feeling that way until now

having to hold on to my feelings for her hurts lot

i still love her hahaha i'm a fucking idiot

i wish i wasn't a dumb fuck

i wish i wasn't an idiot

i wish i didn't fuck up

i wish my mental health didn't ruin anything

i still wish that i'm still in a relationship with her

i wish i didn't end up doing those mistakes

i want to live forever in those lies

i still love her

its still her

its all her

and i don't want to admit it because it will ruin me if i do

just had the worst fucking crashout so far holy fuck i feel so horrible

pretending that i don't love her romantically anymore even though i still do hurts

i'm a fucking idiot

i still love her but it feels so wrong now because she doesn't love me romantically anymore

i'm really sorry that i'm apologizing too much for things that aren't even my fault

apologizing for things that isn't even my fault i might be so fucking traumatized by everything that happened before

i regret staying alive

i don't even fucking know how to react to it

i don't want this pain

i feel so horrible

i want to fucking kill myself so badly

why

i fucking hate myself so much

oh 😭

WOAH WHAT IN THE LORE DROP

congrats gowth xd

that was like within a span of 4 hours thats fucking crazy

self inflicted torture (this is a cry for help)

or would i? i probably would be dead already because i killed myself before i decide on a new identity

if ever i make a new identity out of nowhere you guys won't know about it, but there will be signs

who them just curious slash nf

there really is no more fucking hope for me