Half-messy, half-mystic.
All heart. I write feelings in the margins and forget where I put my coffee. I get things done eventually. Sometimes beautifully. Sometimes in a panic.
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ADHD + elder emo + millennial. Planner spreads, doomscrolling & denial. Stuck in 2003, emotionally and organizationally. πππΆπΊπ IG yesterdayonpaper FB yesterdayonpaperr
Half-messy, half-mystic.
All heart. I write feelings in the margins and forget where I put my coffee. I get things done eventually. Sometimes beautifully. Sometimes in a panic.
iβm still here. still trying to love through it. still asking the big questions. still exhausted by this ancient soul of mine that sees everything. but iβm here.
16.05.2025 18:47 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0this isnβt me giving up. this is me witnessing. feeling. processing what it means to be human right now. itβs a lens, not a conclusion.
16.05.2025 18:47 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0some people donβt make it out. they leave because itβs too much. and that truth sticks to me. makes me want to say the heavy things out loud, even if itβs not poetic or shiny or fixed.
16.05.2025 18:47 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i donβt want to scroll anymore. i keep saying that. but this placeβit used to feel like home. LiveJournal, MySpaceβ¦ connection before the algorithms. now itβs an ocean of grief i keep drinking from.
16.05.2025 18:47 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0the more i learn, the more i realize: there was never a βgood old days.β just illusions. and as a mom? the fear is feral. i think about what kind of world my daughterβs growing up in. what could hurt her. silence her. erase her.
16.05.2025 18:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0i see you. i am you. every scroll is another punch. every headline feels like a dare to care less. and iβm tired of pretending that βfocusing on the positiveβ is enough. the world feels sick. the stats. the systems. the hate. humans are terrifying sometimes.
16.05.2025 18:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0being sensitive in a time like this is a brutal kind of resilience. you feel it all. you break, you patch up, you break again. iβve clawed my way out of the void beforeβbut right now itβs loud in here. if youβve ever felt like a grain of salt in a hurricane: same.
16.05.2025 18:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0some days the weight of the world feels unbearable. the violence, the grief, the noiseβnonstop. and lately it feels like the dark is louder than the light. why are we even here, if not to survive these endless cycles of harm?
16.05.2025 18:44 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 7 π 0Every scroll feels like a dare to care less.
And Iβm tired of pretending that βfocusing on the positiveβ is enough.
The world feels sick.
The stats. The systems. The hate.
Humans arenβt just imperfectβwe're terrifying, sometimes.
And the more I learn, I realize:
There was never a βgood old days.β
Being sensitive in a time like this is a brutal kind of resilience.
You feel it all.
You break, you patch up, you break again.
Iβve clawed my way out of the void beforeβbut right now itβs loud in here.
If youβve ever felt like a grain of salt in a hurricane: same.
I see you. I am you.
Black cat curled up on a couch with a Christmas tree in the background
I am feeling emotional and restless π«₯π΄π«
I am taking it in stride and doing my best to listen to my body and mind this weekend. Here's a cute throwback of Pepper at Christmas time.
I hope this cozy-b brings you some joy, too.
#cats #blackcat #millennial #neurospicy #catsofbluesky #selfcare
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12.02.2025 07:58 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Her name is Pepper π€π #catsofbluesky
12.02.2025 07:42 β π 2 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0Black cat beside an open planner on my bed with her sassy ears back.
The way she can look mad as fk boi.
She would π― scratch my planners up if I left them out. But she would also eat me if i died π
. I heard dogs wouldn't unless they're forced to πββ¬οΈβοΈπ
#catsofbutterfly #cats #blackcat #plannerviews #planneraddict #ringsplanner #Filofax #blackcat #notebook
did u know that if you want to create art and can't it feels like something is stuck inside you
11.02.2025 01:36 β π 1071 π 143 π¬ 45 π 13I made the best of a rough one today. I was pretty excited my leather cleaner/conditioner came in, and my two maldens are happy π€βοΈ.
I seriously thought it was Tuesday today π
Here they are, all supple and happy ππ
#PlannerCommunity #Filofax #MillennialEmo
It is! I have an A5 and a personal βΊοΈ
08.02.2025 00:57 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Hope you're staying cozy this February, planner friends! βοΈAlso, can we agree to stop autocorrect, spell check, and even ChatGPT from fixing all our beautifully imperfect planner thoughts? Jkβ¦ but seriously. π
#PlannerCommunity #PlannerAddict #Cozy #FunctionalPlanning #Coffee
Popular meme format, grandma labeled with "bluesky's public launch was one year ago today." Younger person helping her labeled with "sure grandma let's get you to bed."
happy first birthday to Bluesky, and what a year it's been!
with every day, the need for an open network that puts people first becomes increasingly clear. we're glad to be building this with you. after all, the heart of a social network is the people.
β§ToDoListJunk!eβ§
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β§ProcrastinationNationβ§
~MissedThatDueDate_β¦
β§FocusButFallingBehindβ§
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Hope this brings back nostalgia for you π€π«°
Hello Bluesky π
I'm stoked to be here. I'm an elder millennial who loves planning, cats, music and things. I look forward to using this app. It seems nostalgic π«°π #PlannerCommunity #Filofax #blackcat