Yani

Congrats on one year!! 🎉

There has been this one specific thing in my mind all day and the anxiety is just running wild I am actively exploding

I don’t mean to be sad so much on the timeline but man

I’ve been struggling real bad lately. It’s been taking over my head and I hate it.

currently losing it over the fact that my roommate needs to charge his SALT SHAKER

Playstyles for SP iidx.org - a modern guide for beatmania IIDX in English

If you wanna fall down the rabbit hole a bit, here’s a good list of some recommended play styles!

iidx.org/compendium/s...

I am in the middle of trying to play iidx with a new form and it’s the most confusing thing ever. My left hand is like, sideways lol

What do you mean the words for blue and green are sometimes interchangeable HUH

had a conversation recently that forced me to look in the mirror a little more closely. It was uncomfortable, but also an eye opening motivator to grow.

I can’t wait to reach a day where the growth becomes visible and not just something I’m trying to explain.

Coming up in about 2h !

Sigrid is against ICE, Fuck ICE. Keep on donating.

Gonna surf and go fast in Wavetale with @mackiegarou.bsky.social

I just thought of a VILE Chart for hypertwist in voltex

16th notes at *the part*
blue slam
BC
AB
BC
Red slam (crosshand)
BC
AB
BC

Repeat

The last 2-3 days I have been hearing about so many friends and content creators doing fundraising events for MN and it’s genuinely so heartwarming to see

You're all legends, rhythm game community blew me away today. $4,350 for SHH 🎉

There is no feeling like having an idea and realizing you have no idea how to make it happen lol

I'm so sad you can't play the pachinko

I have a feeling it will provide zero useful benefit to my language learning studies given where I’m at

but animal crossing 3.0 is out and I’m very tempted to play again and play it in Japanese

Any recs? I’ve got my eye on a couple that would be nice to go to but I haven’t committed to anything just yet so I’m definitely still open and lookin around

the game plan this year is to attend a couple of non-anime based conventions so I’m curious if it’ll be a hugely difference experience or if ill still end up at an arcade all weekend lol

I’ve never really been a big panel or other event goer to begin with, so arcade and friends (and synergy) im really just there lol

It occurred to me that I attend Acen and spend exactly no time going to any of the events that actually involve anime lmao

25. Lots of organizing around the house that never happens that should

I am sure most of this will be attempted but few will actually be able to be checked off but it's fun going at these goals anyway. Good luck to you if you have any goals for the year!

22. I owe someone a visit and it's been delayed a hanful of times so I'M MAKING IT HAPPEN
23. I have so many clothes I just don't wear anymore, need to get rid
24. I got back into OSRS this time a year ago after a 7 year break, and on a new account. It's been fun, wanna keep goin

19. New Desk for room (but after the aforementioned mattress)
20. New PC/Laptop for room (after the above desk lol)
21. in 2025 I barely played 20 charts even though I wanted to play the season competitively. So this might be a good middle ground goal

17. I got the Stardew Valley Cookbook for christmas, and there are so many things I want to try making but it all seems complicated so i'm pushing myself here lol
18. 8B good. I just wanna play more DJMAX, it was my covid rg and maybe I could grind out High Class?

13. Free!
14. I (and probably you) own too many games that I have never played.
15. I actually wanna downgrade my mattress side so I can reorganize my room.
16. I am either working out 5 days a week or zero and I would rather do like 3 days consistently lol

11. I need to attend something that isn't ACEN. Matter maybe 2DCon since I missed last year? or if I can secure a hotel for magfest2027 i'll be happy lol
12. I have always tried to keep up with rg news and releases but I keep falling behind, hopefully not this year

8. I have terrible "I did groceries today so I can stop by the taco bell next to the store" syndrome and I need to calm down lol
9. ya boi gotta renew his ID (bleh)
10. I have a big family trip next year and I have to be involved in planning for it and (bleh)

5. I have been starting to dabble in charting some stamina and I really want to make something people will play
6. I learned Kana a few months ago and I really wanna keep going from there
7. I am terrible at drinking enough water everyday its a problem

Left -> Right , Top -> down
1. Hey if you're hiring 👀
2. Recently picked up a IIDX con, after not playing for about 6 years I wanna reclaim 9th
3. Nabla put me at 20.749 wtf I can't not make this a goal lol
4. ACEN. See you there

time for the 2026 bingo card!

2025 ending up being a really good year and tackling the bingo card even though I missed most of the marks ended up being really fun so we're doin it again

More details in replies behind all of these because I have the time

To 2026! 🎉

But my brain sure has other plans.

It sucks. I just want to be normal and make it go away.

Anyway this is just a rant I needed to put out into the void.

I’m still doing all the things I think I should be doing and am continuing to push through so hopefully it keeps getting better.