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@huaxi.bsky.social

poet and artist / currently a stegner fellow at stanford... my brain lives rent free in my head

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feminist discourse is so interesting when it's between women and about who u can really trust

19.02.2026 03:29 β€” πŸ‘ 18    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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PLEASE SHARE! I am raising funds for a dear friend and member of the literary as well as arts communities.

$5 and $10 goes a long way! Reshares even further! We are just $800 from our goal and my hope is bluesky can take us the rest of the way. πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›

chuffed.org/project/1299...

05.05.2025 18:50 β€” πŸ‘ 21    πŸ” 26    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Before Losing Yourself Completely to Love

Drop bread crumbs around your feet.
You will find yourself far away and hungry.

Before Losing Yourself Completely to Love Drop bread crumbs around your feet. You will find yourself far away and hungry.

mark yakich β€”

22.03.2025 16:53 β€” πŸ‘ 11    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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so into this painting of a bath today

03.02.2025 21:28 β€” πŸ‘ 16    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
image of text that says "theirye're*"

image of text that says "theirye're*"

we should be spelling everything this way

18.01.2025 02:00 β€” πŸ‘ 14    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

i miss rilke

15.01.2025 18:17 β€” πŸ‘ 10    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Deadline soon!

19.12.2024 13:47 β€” πŸ‘ 6    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
An Exmoor Horn ram

An Exmoor Horn ram

look at this absolute unit.

16.12.2024 15:58 β€” πŸ‘ 461    πŸ” 56    πŸ’¬ 5    πŸ“Œ 6
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here is my new poem in The Paris Review, about a toilet www.theparisreview.org/poetry/8360/...

10.12.2024 17:20 β€” πŸ‘ 35    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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this is the funniest thing in the world to me though

03.12.2024 13:20 β€” πŸ‘ 49    πŸ” 4    πŸ’¬ 4    πŸ“Œ 0
Self-Portrait as Hélène Delmaire's Painting of a Woman in the Bathtub

whose face you cannot see. Head to knees,
back bare, shoulders sloped toward shadow.
I bow to the ache. Surrender in
the color between greens: my thinking
serpentine: cinching the waist of the world.
The bathwater is still, but the walls
are moving. When two paths cross, the colors
bleed. Muddied pinks, burst of rivered yellow.
Winter in the plains. How when spring came,
it was earned. I am listening for
the echo of a bell beneath my tongue.
The condition of woman is to stay.
The condition of woman is to grieve.
Weeping, I refuseβ€”

Self-Portrait as Hélène Delmaire's Painting of a Woman in the Bathtub whose face you cannot see. Head to knees, back bare, shoulders sloped toward shadow. I bow to the ache. Surrender in the color between greens: my thinking serpentine: cinching the waist of the world. The bathwater is still, but the walls are moving. When two paths cross, the colors bleed. Muddied pinks, burst of rivered yellow. Winter in the plains. How when spring came, it was earned. I am listening for the echo of a bell beneath my tongue. The condition of woman is to stay. The condition of woman is to grieve. Weeping, I refuse—

Painting by Hélène Delmaire of a woman in a bathtub, whose face you cannot see

Painting by Hélène Delmaire of a woman in a bathtub, whose face you cannot see

obsessed with this painting by HΓ©lΓ¨ne Delmaire, which inspired this ekphrastic poem from We Contain Landscapes. it’s a sonnet that breaks off, with fewer syllables at the last line, bc the speaker is crying. how to surrender to grief while refusing to be subsumed by it? WCL is forthcoming in March πŸŒ€

03.12.2024 00:17 β€” πŸ‘ 8    πŸ” 2    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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"Lilting" from my book Tenderness

17.07.2023 13:10 β€” πŸ‘ 14    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
Pale yellow flyer: 29 - 30 Nov. 2024 (2nd iteration) Global Reading for Freedom of Expression and in Solidarity with Palestine and Lebanon. 24 Hours, starting at 17.00 Palestine time.

Pale yellow flyer: 29 - 30 Nov. 2024 (2nd iteration) Global Reading for Freedom of Expression and in Solidarity with Palestine and Lebanon. 24 Hours, starting at 17.00 Palestine time.

Join poets, publishers & readers from around the world for 24hr Global Reading for Freedom of Expression & in Solidarity with Palestine & Lebanon

Fri. 29 Nov
From 5pm EET / 3pm UK
Live stream: m.youtube.com/watch?v=RxJN...

26.11.2024 19:46 β€” πŸ‘ 25    πŸ” 16    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 3
this is an unrelated photo of my wall many years ago that I'm just putting in to get the post more visibility. there's a bulletin board with photos, postcards, and notes, a few framed images, a stem of lantern plant, dowels with rolls of washi tape, and a shelf with books.

this is an unrelated photo of my wall many years ago that I'm just putting in to get the post more visibility. there's a bulletin board with photos, postcards, and notes, a few framed images, a stem of lantern plant, dowels with rolls of washi tape, and a shelf with books.

okay here it is: a big thread of small businesses & artists who sell beautiful things. if I can vouch personally for quality (from previous orders) I will include that. I'll try to include shop location, too. if you want to buy presents that are original AND non-corporate, here you go!

29.11.2024 09:43 β€” πŸ‘ 65    πŸ” 16    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 9
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Applications for our 2025 Margins and Open City Fellowships are NOW OPEN to NYC tristate area-based Asian American & Asian diasporic writers through December 15! ✨

Share this with the writers in your community! Learn more and apply at aaww.org/fellowships.

15.11.2024 20:55 β€” πŸ‘ 42    πŸ” 32    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

Shout out to buildings for keeping us dry when it’s raining!

26.11.2024 15:54 β€” πŸ‘ 100    πŸ” 14    πŸ’¬ 3    πŸ“Œ 1
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Here’s the new edition of my poetry collection 100 Chinese Silences, recently reissued by the wonderful open-access publisher punctum books. Order the paperback or download the free e-book here: punctumbooks.com/titles/100-c...

21.11.2024 16:45 β€” πŸ‘ 42    πŸ” 11    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0
I don’t believe the old when they walk
By me holding hands how can they love
Each other’s bodies when the young
Girl with breasts as soft & bouncy as
The breasts of stars walks past them in a tank
Top they smile at her this happened 
Today I was upset I asked them about her
They didn’t notice the girl I was
Upset I asked if they had any 
Identification they looked down & shook
Their heads I arrested them both they
Were sent to separate prisons my name
Is radko yakovich Soviet guard
Budapest October 15 1968

I don’t believe the old when they walk By me holding hands how can they love Each other’s bodies when the young Girl with breasts as soft & bouncy as The breasts of stars walks past them in a tank Top they smile at her this happened Today I was upset I asked them about her They didn’t notice the girl I was Upset I asked if they had any Identification they looked down & shook Their heads I arrested them both they Were sent to separate prisons my name Is radko yakovich Soviet guard Budapest October 15 1968

this M.A. Vizsolyi poem has haunted me for years, never more than now

19.11.2024 02:39 β€” πŸ‘ 82    πŸ” 13    πŸ’¬ 6    πŸ“Œ 0

In non fraud news- Alaa basically forced me to video call her even though she has plenty of other documentation (including an insta that predated the war and tons of unique photos) so I could see her adorable twins who waved at me while the quadcopter flew overhead

19.11.2024 00:02 β€” πŸ‘ 237    πŸ” 155    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 4
face dripping into another face sketch in charcoal

face dripping into another face sketch in charcoal

two faces laughing in charcoal

two faces laughing in charcoal

a zine of beautiful illustrations i just bought

18.11.2024 22:18 β€” πŸ‘ 9    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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The Refaat Alareer Camp - by The Sameer Project The Sameer Project, a grassroots aid organization led by four Palestinians in the diaspora, is proud to announce our first tent encampment project that provides shelter and specialized support to disp...

Good evening yall, we will be posting upcoming workshops and ways to plug in soon but for now please turn your attention to the Refaat Alareer camp run by the Sameer Project! It’s proving much needed medical and mental health care for those in GZ: tinyurl.com/sameerproject-central

17.11.2024 01:55 β€” πŸ‘ 39    πŸ” 29    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Line Drawing/Grid/Text(ile), Variation, Layered Print on HahnemΓΌhle Textured Paper

15.11.2024 19:12 β€” πŸ‘ 43    πŸ” 8    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
ink wash painting

cow is drinking water
and grandmother places her hand on its nape.
This day again
we have spent together,
each of our feet swollen,
each of us lonely,

Poem by Kim Chong-sam (1921-1984)
Translated by Jack Jung

ink wash painting cow is drinking water and grandmother places her hand on its nape. This day again we have spent together, each of our feet swollen, each of us lonely, Poem by Kim Chong-sam (1921-1984) Translated by Jack Jung

Kim Chong-sam belonged to a generation of poets who came of age during the Korean War. Unlike some of his contemporaries who were drawn to cutting-edge poetic forms and maximalism, Kim Chong-sam was drawn to silence, and his poems were characterized by absences and excisions.

15.11.2024 20:11 β€” πŸ‘ 28    πŸ” 3    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 1
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some of my 35mm photos from the underground bookstore in nanjing

15.11.2024 19:37 β€” πŸ‘ 25    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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I'm not big on happy / motivational poems, but I do love poems that point toward unseen sources of light. I need that right now, more light.

Anyway, I'll be sharing some over the next few days/weeks, if that's appealing.

To start, here's "Everything Lies in All Directions" by @huaxi.bsky.social 🌿

15.11.2024 18:38 β€” πŸ‘ 19    πŸ” 5    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

circle all the eggs

15.11.2024 12:04 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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a new poem published in the yale review..

10.06.2024 17:38 β€” πŸ‘ 23    πŸ” 10    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1
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Mass graves in Gaza show victims’ hands were tied, says UN rights office Disturbing reports continue to emerge about mass graves in Gaza in which Palestinian victims were reportedly found stripped naked with their hands tied, prompting renewed concerns about possible war c...
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