Ophelia Rose

Then when I do feel like I’m connecting I hang on too tightly, or push for too much or for too long, because it simply isn’t enough for me.

I spend a lot of my time alone, and often times even when I’m surrounded by people I feel lonely because connecting is such a challenge.

The other day my partner asked me if I’m lonely and it kind of hit that yeah, I am.

My grinder runneth over.

Marvel Rivals? You mean World of Buttcraft?

Can’t move an inch in my own fuckin bed without Cyprian throwing a fit. 💀
Never met such a WHINY BABY MAN.

Cat keeps biting my fingers, swiping my face, screaming about everything.
They say mothers get to watch their daughters become them.
She’s just like me fr

Getting in my feelings about everything lol

Like I want to reach out and talk about my feelings but at the same time everyone has issues right now so I don’t want to add to that. I also don’t know if it’s a good idea for me to talk about my feelings with the people in my life because I’m not really close with anyone? What is closeness even?

BPD has been kicking my ass lately.
Loss of identity, depression, no idea how to recognize who I can talk to other than my FP, this is ass.

“I’m a cool summer.” “I’m a warm autumn.” I’m a complete menace.

I was once told in a dream that to consecrate a ritual gown I must wash it in corn silk and then line dry it and watch it be animated by the Holy Spirit.
I remembered this out of the blue yesterday. Today, my partner has been shucking corn at his work.
Gonna see if they’ll bring me some corn silk.

Lemon posset! I made it dairy free. 💕

Get to work from 7:30 to 5 on Saturday. 🥲 Not looking forward to having such a long day.

I never wear mini skirts. 🫣

Not every Christian believes that the Bible is the word of God. That belief is more common amongst Evangelicals, but intellectual Christians do exist and they focus on the teachings of Jesus, as opposed to the teachings of Paul (which is where the hypocrisy comes in.)

All I do any more is smoke weed and play my silly little games.

I’ve finally developed the confidence to talk to people but now I have nothing to say. 💀

Hair and lashes done. Getting brows done tomorrow. I’m gonna be a brand new woman.

New POTS symptom unlocked: stevia intolerance

Got my account back 🫡

Well my Amtgard FB account got suspended for “not following community standards.” I submitted an appeal but I might be off Facebook for good.

💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

I’ve gotten so much done today god damn.

I still have a secondary account for Amtgard things but it’s so much less demanding than my original account. Even not having that account on my phone has been so freeing, but fully deactivating it feels even better. I’m so content.

My FB is officially deactivated and I honestly feel lighter.

Both of my partners are so mad that I got another kazoo. (The first one went missing.)

Wanted to plant my chamomile today but my chamomile seeds are missing so I guess I’ll just plant my tomatoes.

New pipe is absolutely blessed.

Hello everyone from FB. I didn’t expect so many people over here. 😅