Coqo The Clown

Listens mostly to music on the account? Not an adult activity, apparently

Welp, youtube went and flagged my account as being underaged. Guess I need to find another platform to post my tutorial next year, because this is ridiculous

No joke for me....

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#art #artists

TOWER OF MONSTER, LES GO!

That being said, as sad as it may sound, I am rarely comfortable sharing what I draw for various past reasons that may stick with me for the rest of my life, but who knows, there may come a day when the world becomes less of a harsh environment for artists these days, but until then, I keep drawing.

Also a thing I kinda realized today that I thought to say, drawing isn't the same experience for everyone, and I've learned that for the most part, it is something I do to keep myself happy in hard times, and while it may be rare that I share what I draw, I do draw a lot, but more as therapy

Aside from the breathing problems at the end, today was a pleasant birthday, and I thank those who dropped wishes and their company <3 it meant a lot, and reminded me there is a lot to keep fighting against all the bad stuff happening, for.

I hope everyone has a great rest of the month this year <3

As much as I wish I had asked for help elsewhere sooner, I just saw a lot of others getting some sort of help for things I thought were more serious at the time, but now my issue has gotten to the point where I'm lucky to wake up each morning. I just really need some kind of help.

I'm very desperate, and haven't been able to sleep in a bed for over half a year now, all because of an issue I couldn't get fixed in the process of never getting disability help for over a decade... and now everyone is in trouble, and I am just at a loss of what to do

Does anyone know how hard it would be to ask for money for surgery for a life-threatening matter as someone affected by the lack of help for disabled persons who couldn't get a job before the job market got worse? Because I literally can't breathe unless I sit up, and even then, it's very strained.

DO IT

You're pretty 🤡

My everything is literally exhausted.

me to my clients in this trying time

UPDATE: Thanks to a friend, I'm back on track, and hopefully everything is alright in the next few months!

for clarification, I meant it's over 1000 dollars more than the budget I had planned for

If I end up going dark for however long, then my pc has probably quit, and I don't really know if I can safely accept money for commissions to get to that point

As of now, that price shot up over 1000 dollars for proper pc parts alone just to afford a new pc that could run everything I have been working with, and I have no idea where I'm going to get that money now...

Since the start of 2025, I have been carefully budgeting to try and get a new pc built, as the people I tried to call and bargain with, were rude and didn't want to budge on price I can't afford at the current moment.

I had planned on a price range that I could achieve through helping family...-

Very stressed out over something I feel I can talk about here.

My current pc as my friends know, is running very carefully on metaphorical duct tape and strings, and I am not employed, nor can I get employed to afford to fix it.

well, at least some that are bigger. Just seems you're born to clown, to me 🤡🤡🤡

Barely got anything done today, gonna have to change that tomorrow