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going into office 3x a week for a job that could be worked 100% fully remote is lowkey turning me into the joker

my current issue is i love minneapolis as a city but i miss my arizona friends so bad its lowkey killing me

i feel like i do not feel emotions like a normal person sometimes and it is very frustrating

i lowkey think this rep at my workplace was hitting on me. well ok!

i Understand

it is not even 7am n my dog is already pissing me off i am so #blessed to be in the office today

i havent actively been using tiktok in eons but i finally officially deleted the app good riddance

UGHHHHHH IM SO SORRY 💔

omfg that shit pisses me off like sorry but we r grown adults. we need to clean. it doesnt matter if u dont like doing a specific chore u need to figure out ways to make it more manageable n do it!!!!!

unfortunately i do feel very stupid all the time

i have smth stuck in my teeth and i will not have floss access until 5pm i might actually crash out

is ok its still better than the time the only cishet man at a lesbian bar hit on me in front of my girlfriend 😭💔

it happened 2 me in arizona too lmaooooo

feeling like im being hunted for sport at my office job

i am not trying to be a hater people can write what they want but sometimes aus just make… so little sense that its like omfg these r fundamentally no longer the same characters how do u enjoy this 😭 obviously i just dont read them but i just cannot wrap my brain around it

getting misgendered at a queer venue does make me laugh a bit like. ok. sure!

n i love my pets i do but they rlly r so overstimulating esp my dog like i can never just have peace n quiet

all the times my mom called me a bitch but i was just overwhelmed n lashing out cos my parents house was so LOUD all the time (thin walls n open floor plan i could literally hear everyone no matter where in the house they were) good lord

sorry but it is kind of funny looking back on my life n realizing most of the time i get pissy is cos im overstimulated as FUCK all the time

was very productive today i cleaned all the pet food/water bowls (including changing the filter of the cat fountain), reorganized the pantry, n did quite a bit of hand washing some dishes

took a xanax n passed out for an hour but now im wide awake again fml

i already know what skin care products i want i just havent purchased them yet. also to clarify i do wash my face n moisturize daily but thats just the extent of my skin care 😞

this weekend im locking in n finding a doctor, dentist, dermatologist n also gender affirming care. and ALSO i am going to actually have a skin care routine. mark my words

i think im going to at least come out to my sister regarding gender stuff when i visit at the end of the month 😭💔 probably my whole family soon too if i wanna get on T soon tho esp cos we r doing a family vacation later in the yr

not to sound stupid but my friends in az putting in effort to make sure they see me when i visit at the end of the month is literally going to make me cry

sometimes i think how i wanted to get into a creative field n even went to an art school for hs n now im working at an insurance company 😐 like. ok.

i have been trying to sleep for hours i am going insane

lowkey it is kinda funny how miserable i am going into 2026 but NEW YEAR NEW ME or whatever

i do feel really badly about how i only reply to my brother every 3-6 months like i admitted to him last time ive been depressed + adhd combo so he at least Understands why but it feels very bad

new years resolutions are
• email my brother back more frequently
• workout like 3x a week
• get on T