Think am having a wee episode tbh
14.01.2025 00:40 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Think am having a wee episode tbh
14.01.2025 00:40 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0+ what's even worse is when people ignore me after ave spoken + it triggers this feeling so much more + suddenly am in tears just because I stopped being silent + everyone just proves he was right to make me feel that I shouldnae speak
14.01.2025 00:40 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Such a shite feeling. I wish I could rip out my tongue or just disappear from anyone's memory like nothing I say means anything
14.01.2025 00:38 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Think one of the worst effects ave had from going through DV is that so often when I talk I just imagine + remember all the times I was told to shut up + ridiculed for everything I'd say or hit just because it annoyed him or he disagreed + I just get so upset + embarrassed + regret speaking at all
14.01.2025 00:37 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 3 π 0Am gonna watch Nosferatu tomorrow, am exciteddddd
11.01.2025 23:48 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0MERRY CHRISTMAS πππ
25.12.2024 00:24 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0We'll forget I'm a wee bit of an idiot + took him back at Christmas time last year because ππππ stupid idea
25.12.2024 00:17 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Xmas without my ex will be so weird but good. Fear free safe Xmas like WHAAAT?
25.12.2024 00:14 β π 5 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Merry Christmas!! ππ«Άπ½
25.12.2024 00:03 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Ily ππ«Άπ½
23.12.2024 23:43 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I really dinnae want to do it but I think it's my only chance at living with any freedom + safety because he refuses to let me go... Thank you πππ
22.12.2024 23:15 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Only way he'll ever leave me alone is if he goes to prison + am not sure I could go through that whole utter shite process
22.12.2024 00:16 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Picrews without black hairstyles wyd...
15.12.2024 05:42 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Why are ma notifications so glitchy
12.12.2024 00:15 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Aye thanks to ma ex I cannae be around drunk men without having a full on panic attack. Cheers for that ye twat ππ«Άπ½
12.12.2024 00:11 β π 4 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Awe! π«Άπ½π Dinnae worry I always come back eventually haha vent shutting down cannae stop me π€ am doing okay for once actually! How are you doing?
01.12.2024 23:25 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0What is sleep anyway?
01.12.2024 03:19 β π 3 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Wildest thing about escaping dv is that months later am still trying to realise am able to check + be on my phone without waiting for him to be out or asleep + I CAN look at it + be on it freely whenever without getting shit beaten out of me.... FUCKING WILD
24.11.2024 01:59 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Irn bru am so sorry, ave cheated on you with Monster
22.11.2024 22:45 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Ave no had a irn bru in over a week, THE FUCK IS GOING ON?
22.11.2024 22:44 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0
Scotland looks stiff this morning.
22.11.2024 08:04 β π 9851 π 386 π¬ 315 π 63
26 + He / him + Mixed Race + π΄σ §σ ’σ ³σ £σ ΄σ Ώ
D.V Survivor + Recovering Addict
Batman 1989 + Prince Enthusiast
I was Vent user .brandy ππ«Άπ½