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Death Paddle, by starfyrox103 13 track album

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everyone should have the Serenescreen Marine Aquarium screensaver on their computer

i remember interaction decay felt really weird and shitty and unfinished while i was making it and now that its released its now "i dont know how i wrote that"

im in a cycle where whatever i made more than 3 months ago is "how the hell did i even make that" territory

for @fabricici.net geshu & shu Thug picture

making a small quick vgm album after some (really bad) mental stuff happened to get back into the swing of being me
this is DR PADDLE'S CASTLE for DEATH PADDLE

you can and i did and now this place is like 40 times better

i forgot you can just straight up remove the discover tab from this website maybe its ok

dude those peters are so fucking funny

Looky

D d tu

Suu

Many creatures animals things brief guide

Scary man

Man i made an account here and i dont even wanna use it i think im closing the book on social media for me damn

album art for Parasite Hyperdeath; mushroom cloud in background with character in bottom left, all red and horizon littered with bodies.

Interaction Decay a wordless cry for help. This was originally going to have vocals, but I've gone through a lot of change and I also am in no position to scream vocals at all where I live. So here is what I made of th...

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i! just got really manic because fear made me lose sleep
forgive me for my rants if anyone saw them i was just freaking the fuck out. back to regularly scheduled me

We practice degenerate art in ways we dont even realize, im literally white and white supremacy runs so deep that this is a character I made to represent myself and i realize how much pain there really was behind making him 255 white and super simple and geometric and literally black and white

EXACTLYYYYY but there was so much hate that surrounded me that for 22 years i was suffocated by fear that people would cut off the only outlet i had and now i see how much pain my art really expressed the entire time. i was fuckin squidward and wasnt accepting that this is real suffering

But i still recognize how important it is to make art like this. There are people i know are suffering worse than any human should ever have to and they need art like this to confront themselves.

i could never make art like i did before anymore. but i also realize how much it spoke to me. it was real passion behind that. All perceived addiction is coping i literally hated myself until i just let myself smoke weed without guilt and now i feel no need to. Its all medicine.

we think the very concept of "being in a bubble" is bad without remembering you are in one too. you are seeking companionship with others. its natural we are animals and we need to accept that all people will do this and if we revoke the rights of someone else then the other will be driven to kill

its all the product of the human condition

i realize what i was missing was just connection the whole time
and some people just never realize they need to check their own nostalgia and will simply seek to uphold at all costs and will justify anything to just make the set of rules make sense

but we must accept that that too is art

I LITERALLY AM SOMEONE WITH GENERALLY MARXIST VIEWS BUT ITS LITERALLY "i think we all have our place and just need to help each other :)" NO ONE IS VOTING FOR A DICTATORSHIP LIKE DO YOU REALLY THINK 50% OF PEOPLE WANT WAR STILL

I MADE THIS AND THESE GAME CONCEPTS AND CHARACTERS I WAS TOO ASHAMED TO SHARE BECAUSE I DEEPLY RELATED TO TROUBLED CHARACTERS IN MEDIA
HES BASED ON THE POSTAL DUDE AND NAMED AFTER ROGER FROM AMERICAN DAD
I WANTED TO MAKE A MORE EFFEMINATE AND WEAK BODIED CHARACTER SO I COULD ACTUALLY RELATE TO IT

i drew this because i saw some kind of systemic fun in postal redux rampage and when i made this afterwards i felt. disturbed that i had actually just drew a depiction of a mass shooting.

WE NEED ART LIKE THIS BECAUSE IT MAKES TROUBLED PEOPLE ACTUALLY INTERROGATE THEIR OWN VIEWS.