A Reality, Undecided (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

I didn't realize how soul weary I still am.
That fleeting moment of feeling like I could breathe was short lived. 🙃

Good morning Bluesky. @kittyberserk.bsky.social is good people, and has been through some hard times lately. Most recently she had to say goodbye to a pet and incurred some financial costs. I propose if you can to help her out a bit through her ko-fi as thanks for just being awesome 💙

A dandelion, hm? 🤭

So far it's bringing chaos 😂

The world is just hard to be in, but your kindness is so appreciated right now. 🥰

Appreciate it.
Just tired down to my soul and too much on my mind.

My soul is tired.

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You know what the USA is number 1 at?
- glorifying pedophiles
- shaming everyone for every little thing
- going backwards at an alarming rate
- theft of its own people

I'm sick and salty. 🖕

Forcing an Aquarius to play a snake's game won't end in the viper's favor.

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She is the cutest little grump. 🥹

Holy shit, I forgot I need to correct my profile to lvl 34. 🫠

I don't usually show my face online. But eh.
I'm very tired. But my sweet girl let me cuddle into her space after work today. Usually she gets fussy after too long, but she's let me wrap around her this time. 💜

My headaches are coming back again.

-a long night.

I'm really tired. And no longer being able to see a doctor (I make abysmal pay, and they still expect me to pay $160/month when I don't have the extra cash to do so...is insane.)

I'm tired of trying to explain what is wrong with me.
I just want rest...
#health #america

-in general, I do not sleep at night.
And I'm tired of explaining the aches and pains and discomfort at the skin level alone make it hard for my body to settle.

I didn't sleep last night. Because this bug I'm fighting wouldn't let me get comfortable. My body wouldn't settle. And it was-

At work right now (shhh) sick with no insurance to cover my ass (or get stronger medicine than OTC ibuprofen).

And... I'm tired.
I'm tired of explaining that the reason I'm up until god knows what time in the morning is due to stress and anxiety through the day.
I'm tired of explaining that-

Hey guess what! Hilton the brand is an even BIGGER bootlicker than we thought!

They’ve now REMOVED the franchised hotel from their system for refusing to cater to the ICE fascists kidnapping your neighbors.

Mkay that's all.

I am very tired...

Our well-being and right to be able to live a life (that we did NOT GET A SAY IN, coming into this world), should never have been the gambling chips they are now.

I'm fucking angry. I'm terrified and I'm seething with anger. Day in. And day out.

I'm fucking pissed off.

But I stand by my conviction that caring for the communities we are part of far bypasses the need for guns, good books, and name calling.

I'm extremely angry at what we are right now, and blame all factions.

Cross posting a vent I made earlier:

Mean just to be mean for its own sake, is one of the nastiest streaks humans have retained in our entire evolution.
You can hate me for being extremely progressive.

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Feel free to reach out if you're on Rafflesia!! (Currently running an alt there.)
I enjoy meeting and making new friends, so feel free to say hi any time. 🫶
#ffxiv #dawntrail #ffxivdynamis #ffxivrafflesia

I'm walking into 2026 completely exhausted, and it's only so many ways this will play out if things do not change.

So may 2026 be the year of extraordinary, rabid change.
✨🎊✨

- and the expectation of "sucking it up" and just doing the job, when it fights against every moral point I have.

"Just get a different job."

I've been trying for years.
I've tried to find one outside of these borders.
I've tried to find one in other states.

It is 2026. I won't just say "happy new year" as a general social media post.

But this year has to be one, where things must change.
I walked into this new year, still as exhausted as ever.
I go back to work on Monday, and I hold nothing but a sense of dread. A lack of a livable wage-

I HAVE FOUND THE LEGEND!!!
#FFXIV #LV1 #FFXIVLAMIA

Oh absolutely. It's now grown beyond containment and we're all going to be keeping this alive one way or another through it. 🤣

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