ezra finch

starting meds again!! I really hope it helps. after finishing school and going nonstop with a packed schedule for over a year I've spent months thinking I was just burned out but I think the deadlines and business and urgency just kept me going until there was no structure anymore to guide me

like Coriolanus Snow from the Hunger Games series murders at least 4 people in his prequel book, but we never see Erwin deliberately kill a single person - I'm sure Erwin CAN kill if pushed to do so, but we never see him do it. And he's so thoughtful and kind and agonizes over his every choice...

thinking about it and why is Erwin one of the sweetest and most gentle fictional ENTJs I've come to recognize... practically every other one I've seen has been immoral, manipulative, and power-hungry

Brain currently occupied by thoughts of Levi lovingly kissing Erwin while tying him up

JOB OFFER??? also tasteful bondagewin art... I'm thinking

It's going to take foreveeeerr among everything else I'm dealing with atm but I'm excited about doing it

Guys I am going to do something very insane and make a youtube video full of all my Levi (and eruri) analysis from the past years. I assume it will take quite a while and I guess it will mean showing my face and voice to everyone but I'm passionate about it and was working on a yt channel anyways

I didn't get the job I wanted very badly and that happened for very stupid reasons but I guess I'll live

I fucked it up I'mma die. Or rather the universe decided to bite me in the ass as it usually does so that's so cool

as long as I haven't completely bungled the last parts of this process I could have a job lined up that will financially change my life and (I think) be meaningful for my future/career.... please give the Vibes of Goodness

still setting up stuff with my new pc but I'm gonna plug up my huion tablet tomorrow and see if I can get some drawin goin

I need a different job so bad holy shit. I'm so fucking insulted.

my job, no joke, for my twice-annual raise this month gave me two cents. A two cent raise. They actually might as well spit in my face. That's not even an extra dollar A WEEK. They basically are saying my time and labor means nothing

I love Erwin so much there's so much to work with in terms of his self hatred and internalized shame!! good food, precious man

I'm... writing...

hmm maybe spicy expanded panel interaction drawing incoming

Levi grabbing Eren by his shirt: [Joel voice from TLoU]: "YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT LOSS IS"

I'll never forget the panel where Eren realizes it and looks like Levi straight up slapped him across the face, like he just cannot believe Levi is emotionally attached to someone enough to steamroll everything else. and then Levi knocks his teeth out. I wish more panel time was devoted to it tbqh

remember when Levi was emotionally compromised over Erwin and Eren realized it and had the audacity to act like his feelings (and Armin) mattered more

I have a sudden burning need to draw visual ideas for the abomination (??) that is my take on a/b/o crap (except rivaeru) BUT THE PENCIL NEEDS TO CHARGE???

I want to draw and my ipad pencil is dead aaaaAAAAAAAAA

#leviackerman guess the inspo for this one

I never finished the full version of this meme but it popped off on the other place years ago #leviackerman #attackontitan

doodles 😔 #rivaeru #eruri

redraw of return to shiganshina arc panels #leviackerman

#leviackerman

levi and oluo

some doodles I never turned into anything lol #rivaeru #eruri

yeah if erwin was a woman this part would have been received quite differently because we all know The Truth #rivaeru #eruri #attackontitan

#erwinsmith