🦷🩸Audy/Rhys🦷🩸(HIATUS)

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I am doing better than I was, I probably will be continuing my Hiatus. It sucks but it's something I need to do. I am starting my path towards going to college and in order to do that I won't be online as much. I appreciate y'all understanding as I continue to grow and move forward.

I'm in really bad shape and will be taking an extended hiatus from here and everywhere else.. I won't be posting art for awhile. I'll still repost and whatnot but I'm not in a stable place to interact with anyone atm...

I'm in really bad shape and will be taking an extended hiatus from here and everywhere else.. I won't be posting art for awhile. I'll still repost and whatnot but I'm not in a stable place to interact with anyone atm...

Update: I'm currently doing a safety plan and staying with my mom... my partner refuses to elaborate on why everything has suddenly changed, and I'm left begging God or whatever deity to bring him back and to talk to me...

Update: Getting admitted to a hospital.... y'all won't see me for a while...

Traumatic stressors or dysfunctional attachment patterns we grew up w/ can set the stage for developing CPTSD in response to adulthood stressors, like domestic violence, spiritual exploitation, or medical trauma.

CPTSD is rarely a "this one thing was THE trauma" situation.

I can't believe that this is my breaking point... my last relationship had me actively grabbing a knife because I wanted to end it all, and this time I have enough sanity to realize I probably will do something to myself this time... If I do get emitted I'll do an update post tied to this thread...

My mental health has gotten worse to the point my suicidal ideations are running rampant again.... I'm seeing my mom today even tho I don't fully trust myself driving but I want to tell her in person that I should probably get emitted to a mental health ward for my own physical safety...

I can't go through this again... ended up having a breakdown with a panic attack added onto it.. so I'm done with relationships...never again...

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I probably won't be online the next several days or so...just got broken up with so I'll be taking a hiatus... I'll still repost stuff on occasion... but...yeah...

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HELLOO! I got a $700 bill to pay before oct 22 so i will open urgent comms slots! Read the updated info and DM me here or discord if interested! I appreciate spreading the word and the support!

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Am I really about to do concept art of Astallen lamps/light sources? Yes. Yes I am

I definitely want to make some spin off comics that are important to certain TC characters. TC is the main bread and butter but it's about Sen and Iris. Not some of the other characters (certain characters are important).

Also if you notice how his wings are particularly held and pierced in place it's a sort of mimicry of taxidermy boxes for insects and bats. Usually they use pins to keep certain parts in place or to move them.

The idea behind how his imprisonment works is that there's rune binding on the floor, shank nails, needles and chains/gauntlet shackles. All of it is meant to trap an Arcane/god to where it is nearly impossible to break free from.

Felt since I pretty much got my side work stuff (even tho Dianthe isn't side work) done I'd go onto working on concept art for important story beats and the like. I've never done concept art of Ace's imprisonment so I felt it was a good as time as any.

Dianthe 🌌💕
She is a pampas cat that is important to Ace's origin story
#TaintedCorruption

Dianthe 🌌💕
She is a pampas cat that is important to Ace's origin story
#TaintedCorruption

Celestial Amor
#AudyOCs #Voltimmy

Btw still working on the Discord server for TC, I have it formatted to what I'd like to go for but I still have to add some bits and bobs before I throw out an invite link

Dianthe is important to Ace's lore btw, I don't want to give away too much but she's a catalyst for how Ace is for most of TC's story 🤭

Heading to bed but not before I show the WIP of Dianthe's ref. Hoping to lineart her when I wake up tomorrow 💕

Celestial Amor
#AudyOCs #Voltimmy

Forgot to share Iris outfit by herself!
#sonicoc

another sketch commission for @hannahthecat.bsky.social !! thank you once again for your support 🥺🩵

Slowly working on this piece first before I do Dianthe's ref cause I want to get this piece done before my partner visits at the end of the month since I want to get it photo printed and gift it to him.

You know those Japanese cream sandwiches? I’ve never tried them but I always thought it would be cool to have a Halloween version. The cream could be dark chocolate or vanilla but dyed black and the little adornments could be white chocolates. I feel this could actually exist ^^

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Hi, Gen Z. I'm a millennial. I have terrible work life balance, and here's the thing: I don't want that for you. Leave that shit job. Prioritize your mental and physical health. Tell that rude boss to go suck an egg. If you have that ability, do it. Take it. LIVE.