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Idk how or why... but being in fandom almost feels like a job or a massive chore. We all are supposed to be here to have fun and let lose... but there's an algorithm and invisible rules that have been placed down. You can't post things that won't be picked up by the algorithm... i hate that.

I enjoy my practice when I draw... but it makes me kinda sad because in my mind, I'm constantly like "I'll never be able to create anything that people actually want to see unless it's drawn fanart." So, I don't really post stories or edits anymore like I used to years ago.

It should go without saying that within fandom, fanart is much popular and well received compared to other outlets such as fanfics, fan songs, fan edits, etc. They are also popular but not as popular as fanart. So, I always felt that the only way to be seen is to draw.

I'm not sure if I enjoy being in fandom spaces as much anymore simply because of the content imbalance. I have a genuine interest in art and learning to draw... but I feel as though my only means of staking my place in a fandom is to produce art.

Ughh, for legal reasons this is a joke. 😋

This isn't going to work. Instead, what you're gonna have to do is find the bluesky headquarters and run ones with every employee there.

It's panic inducing. I wish people knew that. Sometimes, I'll choose to do something strange and unorthodox. It's not because I'm weird or trying to make my life hard. It's because It's MY life and I can make it hard if I want. It's about personal choice.

It makes me feel like a vulnerable child again... I like having agency.. but the people in my life won't give me that. It sends me into a panic. I panic when I'm not allowed to say no... because I feel like I'm vulnerable again. I hate having no control but people still take from me.

So, now that I'm an adult... I like taking control of my life in every way I can. I leave whenever I want. Drink whenever I want. Wear whatever I want. So, it frustrates me when others try to butt in and tell me what to do with myself.

For a big chunk of my life, I had zero control over my life and many of the people in my life took from me in more ways than one. I grew up having no agency or voice because people stole it from me. So, everyone else told me how to talk, what to wear, how to feel, etc...

i imagine her that way as well,, plus that one thing they do where they bait you into embarrassing yourself by asking loaded questions. .

Ensky will be releasing a Kirby Looping Yo-Yo this December! The design includes Yo-Yo Kirby’s face! 🪀

www.enskyshop.com/products/det...

A doodle of kirby riding on an air ride machine, and standing next to my kirby sona, Umei.

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#tsukomasiart #kirby #umei

I've been spending so much time on doltwt.....so... I'm just now seeing some of these new bluesky features.....

Hi guys I'm back ^v^

Accidentally deleted

Extra photos, Ray (puffball version) was requested to be with them

Marisa Kirisame's hat should be bigger.

girugamesh!

Happy Birthdayyy!! ^v^

I love that there are different types of kirby fcs/ocs. There are the ones that were specifically made with the intent of animating them in sprite form, all of those fcs/ocs that were on tumblr, and then you have kirbsonas. I like to shove them all inside of the same box and ppl watch them sometimes

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