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do i try to do a lil budget reze cosplay to AWA at the end of december or am i gonna freeze my ass off and hate myself.. hmmm…

updates my age in my bio…..

taking this as a sign to get my hopes up for the state of play thingy later. gimme kh4

why am i just now realizing utada sang that chainsaw man movie ending song. no wonder it’s so peak

i keep thinking i need to be writing about my life and how dismal and meaningless everything feels now so that one day when everything is ok, i can look back and see how much things changed for the better #hopecore #thistooshallpass #5:58am

the girls being raised their whole lives to be Used… the boys also being used and manipulated all the time and having some kind of identity crisis thing going on. i have such a specific TYPE it’s so funny

thinking about my tragic hets with autistic blondes and doomed by the narrative flower girls

having rsd and trying to make new friends is a special kind of psychological torture how do people DO this

It's a couple days late, but I did a halloween version of my Nekonyancer 🎃🐈‍⬛

aki…. akiiii…… he is so pretty* and i am so predictable

*if you ignore that thing on top of his head

anyways i’m rewatching chainsaw man bc i heard the movie is great and im lowkey already obsessed with her

this is so real it’s just my luck that my most favorite character i’ve had in ages would be totally overshadowed by his abusive dad and this fuckass show spends more time sucking endeavor’s dick than letting shouto have. anything. It’s so bad

michi looooves us everyone point and laugh

today is a momentous day (me fab and michi all played fortnite and got our first win together)

niece starting to learn to say my cats’ names before ever trying to say mine… everything is as it should be.

NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

it’s been like 10 years you have to let this go. You have no proof that it happened. maybe YOU screamed ME awake.

this is mostly @ my siblings they’re so bad at it. calling meekly from my doorway and letting me go right back to sleep. meanwhile if they ask me to wake them up i’m turning the light on opening curtains shaking them threatening them with water and violence. and it WORKS!

IM A COWBOY OF THE LAW PLEASE DONT MAKE ME PISS MYSELF!!!

i am such a monster when it comes to sleep.. there is no “waking up when i want” or “taking a short nap” and no one will help me by coming and waking me up bc it’s either too hard or they fear what i am capable of

SSHDJDNSNSN people walking in on me against the wall in the kitchen with yalls hands on my belt.. also you forgot the part where it was YOURRRR belt smh fake ass officer can’t even unfasten her own belt. Fired.

my fave halloween memory is when @namine.bsky.social almost peed her pants at my halloween party dressed as cassidy from overwatch because none of us could unbuckle her belt 💀

at least i got the kiri skateboard emote i Guess. I KNOWW MY FIRST THOUGHT TOO Spuriken is cannon king 😻

I DOO ive had all i can take for the day but we should play s19 when it’s out.. or before but i give up on this bp bc it’s ass and i grinded up to a legendary loot box and got a torbjorn skin so.

grinding the ovw battle pass actually feels like pulling teeth these days, i’d rather go into a rage-induced coma from getting shit on by the sweatiest mfs on the planet who have no business being anywhere near my mmr in fortnite than keep playing this SHITTY BOOTY GAME for SHITTY BOOTY REWARDS

he also said this about one of the skins they switched to “no offense to u guys who probably wear it” made me scream

can’t make this shit up

LMAAAAOOOOOOOAOAISJDODJDN THE WAY HE FLEW… HELP HIM GENJI

@namine.bsky.social you being spuriken brained: wait……*transitions into a southern accent and switches into character* we have a GENJI on our team..?! *blows up* …he distracted me 😞

all this to say i am willing to start over, ms. kpdh. i will give you another chance…. for Them (the ladies)