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Occasionally I work onsfw and nsfw fandom zines. And now that this one is in leftover sales I can show the SFW illustrations. 🥰🥰

Im actually hella proud of this one.

Work and play. (Yes I work on blendshapes when I have spare time)

Working on Ice Demon maris to match my twinnie Altrix? Sooner than you think 😉

First attempt drawing viktooooor.

The amount of times I went to double tap to undo on my sketchbook? Horrendous 😅

I have not touched art since austin died, but I am finding my way back again.

Could have spent more time working on this. But I made a commitment to finish one illustration a week for 2025. So we’re aiming for finished, not perfect. (The front door counts as week one)

🎶 birds of a feather - billie eilish
🎶 The Line - Twenty One Pilots

I first started following their art in 2015 i think? 10 years on and their art still amazes and inspires

I dont post a lot of art at the moment. I'm relearning to make art for me first instead of it being for likes/notoriety etc.

But I reorganised my art space and it feels like home

(Feat the HUGE collection of art I have from @diastrons.bsky.social and @siobhanchiffon.bsky.social)

Im considering reacting to love and deepspace stuff on stream. Especially given how much chat seems to enjoy teasing me for getting flustered lmao

If anyrhing poor rafayel has to look up at ME

So im completely obsessed with with Love and Deepspace. Sylus is my fave, followed VERY closely my Zayne.

Now I know canon MC is tiny tiny. But i find it hilarious that my MC can look the boys straight in the eye with no issue.

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This is now how I have to stream to prevent Lemon from sitting on the keyboard and attacking the screen I'm currently using 🤣🤣

So if anyone feels up to helping, please let me know if you have any recommendations or suggestions. ..i already have some in mind, i always do a bit better if i have some direction.

Okay so one of the things I def wanna work on is a better understanding and practice of colour theory. I personally feel like my digi colours always end up flat.

Only thing is that Im a little (ok more like a LOT) overwhelmed with where to start because theres just so many guides out there.

Twitch Twitch is the world

In which I play Silent Hill 2 and promptly shit myself. IT WASN'T EVEN A BLOODY NURSE THAT GOT ME

www.twitch.tv/altmaris/cli...

So we didn't end up going to the beach because of a huge lightning/thunderstorm that blew through the area - also the reason why stream is still starting later than I originally planned.

And I'm playing SH2 in the dark so extra fuckin scary cause of Mr Pyramid Head
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Probs gonna push stream back a lil bit tonight so I can hit the beach before the sun goes down.

I MEANT DOOR but ffs typos are just gonna happen 🤷‍♀️

Poor progress. There was only so much summer heat I could take until i felt like my tits were gonna slip off.

So turns out I cam only take about 4 and a half hours of silent hill before I get too spooked.

Mr Pyramid Head was SCARY AF DUDE

Twitch Twitch is the world

I have a tiny surprise for stream - we now have dynamic lighting for gameplay! Which is gonna make tonight's scream (hehe) extra spooky!

I'm finally gonna sit down and play Silent Hill 2!

Will be live at 5pm AEDT ✨️

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I know right! You see people who are able to dedicate a decent chunk of time to work on art everyday - not everyone has that privilege.

I'm trying VERY hard not to compare where I'm at to anyone else.

I may not be working on a lot of digital or fan art at the moment. But I am still painting. Currently working on finishing the front door to my home.

I feel bad for not being full steam ahead with art this year, part of me wants to be mean to myself. Just gotta keep on reminding myself to be kind.

Just because I'm not posting something everyday doesn't mean that I havn't been working on anything

About to start the final stream of the year. Nothing fancy, just vibing and playing cyberpunk. I may be tempted to do simple tarot readings for viewers, but the goal here is to chill.

Will be live in (roughly) 5 minutes

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Was I obsessed with Baldurs Gate? Idk you tell me lmao

Also, meet Lemon. Full name: Lemon Drizzle.

He's a (now) 11 week old rescue, who's also an absolute ratbag but I already love him so much.

I am trying to be kind to myself and do my best at the moment.

Got all my bloods back and Im perfectly healthy (only issue being a lack of vitamin d cause i spend all my time indoors) but cause my gp knows what's happened in the last 12 months - I've officially been diagnosed with burnout.