I now know more context surrounding this and I’m so angry I’m shaking.. life isn’t fair
Found out last night that my dad passed away about a month ago.. I have had complicated feelings towards him in later years but.. he is still my dad and I love him.. not doing great right now
I haven’t seen one yet..
Saturday I’ll finally be moved in with my girlypop ☺️☺️ I’m so ready for this move to finish
OK GIRL GO OFF!!
Hmm yeah I guess that’s true. I’ve come to accept myself and be fairly more confident lately
Oh ya think so?
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Wait wtf it did LOL
Like dude what the fuuuuuuuuck… just starting to 2 years in
Forgot to post about it on Valentine’s Day being busy with that and moving but that day marks year 2 on hrt! Technically not 2 years with a few of the medications but whatever close enough. It’s so weird how slow or not noticeable changes have been till the last month I feel like I am seeing so much
Yeah.. there were times I think I’d notice change but compared to around this time I just suddenly noticed so much
Ah yes I understand (she doesn’t get it at all)
Seemingly out of nowhere too lmao but hey we’re here
フォウ
And considering I’m not where I want to be with goals yet it’s super reassuring.. I do look good 😤
Frosty’s has given me so much more confidence with body positivity it’s kinda wild. I knew I’ve been doing really well for myself lately with working out constantly for over a year now and well hrt things as too. I feel very good about how I look now and tbh it’s a weird feeling
It’s been so long since I’ve cosplayed at a big event I forgot just how fun it was.. might be the most fun I’ve had cosplaying in ages.. I want to do a new cosplay really bad now
Thanks I knew those were starting to get where I need new bras but even more importantly when I put on comfy lounge/yoga pants the other day and saw myself I audibly went “damn” LMAO 😭😭
Thank youuuu. It’s certainly a new feeling when you look at yourself and go “damn..!” 😭
Not to randomly toot my own horn openly but approaching on 2 years of hrt and yesterday I just noticed how erm big my assets have gotten and dear lord 🤯🥹
But next time I’m going to push further!
We managed to climb all the way and got 4th at this major in Gundam Vs just one more away from the medal.. but the crowd we had and the energy behind us was unreal. Happy to have gotten so many people invested and hype on the game by just watching us so that was the real medal to me.
Frosty Faustings VIII in Chicago came to a close and it was such a intense, emotional, and fun tournament, while also being a much needed vacation. Was awesome to cosplay and take a ton of pictures with people and be with old friends and new.
Was the Gold Ship at #FrostyFaustingsXVIII ! So many people asked for a picture, complementing my cosplay and my arms 😭 made me so happy. Don’t think I have hit a arm flex more in my entire life than I did today. Thank you everyone ☺️
Well ended in 4th in mbon last night one away again from a medal.. it was as close as it could get and I can’t lie I had to go cry for a moment I wanted it so bad.. but I’m glad I could put on a hype show for the crowd. Being told I kept pulling the equivalent of evo moment 37 does make me happy.
Top 4 mbon at frosty losers side… we’re doing it this time holy fuck. Stream starts at 10
Yurp
Gundam Base was so cool…
Lot of new combinations of clothes new and old I never thought of for frosty kind of excited. I love crop top jackets
