@modernmadman.bsky.social
26 M 219 575 I just need to let the thoughts out.
I hate all of you.
Humanity is a filth.
I start with myself.
Your life angers me.
Every breath, sins against me.
So please die for me. <3
Cracking foundations.
Rivers from anguish again.
Will it ever end?
Splintered and shattered.
Jagged edges run along.
Broken. Remember.
This day is etched.
Pain and misery increased.
I have to survive.
It keeps getting dark.
I'm still trying my hardest.
Why is it still dark?
Forged from my sins.
Pierced with every perception.
Get out of my head.
Slumbering vision.
Endless with mental cruelty.
Let me rest in piece.
Endless innocence.
Lies from a monster hiding.
Forever hunting.
Time moves slowly now
Shambling toward my coffin.
Impatience within.
First of September.
My time ticks on to its end.
I am almost free.
Just one push left now
It's in my possession, loaded.
Just hold and then pull.
Shattered mind again.
Violence is the answer.
My love for your life.
I am just worthless.
Life wasted, walking corpse.
Someone please save me.
I have no one left.
Bridges now crumbling away
It's time to give up.
Never heard nor seen.
Exist temporarily.
Only when needed.
Awake, months later.
It's the next day, pointlessly.
She keeps coming back.
I sit and I wait.
For something to come to me.
Wasting time again.
A higher dosage.
A thicker fog now covers.
More manageable.
Returning objects.
Now cinders were we once stood.
You used to love me.
I'm so very tired
When I let someone near me.
They always betray.
Faking a friendship
Such a pathetic attempt.
You reap what you sow
Snakes in my garden.
Removed like a simple pest
Await the response.
Look me in the eyes.
Try and lie to my face now.
I can't believe you.
You're all Pathetic.
Cowards afraid to speak up.
Look at me you snake.
One final chance here.
Please don't say I'm right again.
What do I feel now?
You are all liars.
I can't stand dishonesty.
Why keep you around?
Why lie about this?
There's only one chance this time.
Or there's no point now.
You were never there.
I lied to myself again.
I have just myself.
I will search for you.
I can't resist my desire.
I want for someone.
