James

i think a good way to tell my mental health has gone to shit is its been a year since i had a shower.. lol

blehhhh depression is a booty

BEH my heart dont wanna beat right ;_;

awww heh thank you ralfie <33

living in a violent household teaches you a lot about how you dont want to be ><;

lordy panic attacks were it feels like you might have a heart attack fucking suckkkkkkkkkkkk

he isn't aware of adopt selling as i dont tell him anything as lordy. he's very fucking violent and legit causes panic attacks just being within a few inches of him. so ya-know ><

mhm not stooping myself so low as to even interact with him anymore tbh lol he's just not worth it + he threatens violence all the time so ya-know.. x3

nah i'd rather just avoid that idiot tbh

nah he's just pathetic and tries with all his weak lil might to hurt people

fuckin idiot slamming shit again even though he's the one starting shit.. like always

my brother is trying to say i have a "art style that doesn't sell" bitch... you stupid frfr x3

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golden flames hellhound adopt (wip) :3

She'll be 80 if anyone wants to buy her early <3

love when u eat something bad and your gut just hurts like hell and u wanna curl up and dieeeeee

golden flames hellhound adopt (wip) :3

She'll be 80 if anyone wants to buy her early <3

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thanks sm either way though <33

yeah pretty much.. but i want audio as i like listening to podcasts/youtuber story tellers when working :'3

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GOD i need sound cancelling headphones.

yeah i would never dream of causing harm (verbal or physical) to anyone, not where my heart is

but yeah all i've learned from him is indeed what not to do lol he's a genuine psychopath with legit 0 empathy for anyone and only does "good deeds" to be treated like a god and for people to have debts.

i mean i try to be kind to people best i can ><; but i cant say i'm a good person as that's for others to decide

but i will say i've learned a lot about empathy and what not to do from him lol he's impressively egotistic and he legit thinks he's the only person who suffers mentally lmao

yeah its very draining to put it lightly.
awww well thank you, that means a lot <33

oh god i'm so sorry to hear that, seems we have a very similar brother. he too hates women and regularly calls women "bitches" and threatens our mom rather frequently.
i'm very happy you got away from him though, i hope you will be able to fully heal and find peace. you deserve all the best🫶

nahhh u all good, tbh it lightened my mood so thank you :')

indeed + he's threatened to stab me a number of times and says he has "multiple personality disorder" everytime and pretends he forgets :) he's genuinely hell to live around

try to avoid him? he babbles non stop in your work area and gos into your personal space. try to work? he bitches non stop about how you aren't "working hard enough". try to live around him? he blames u for every little thing that went wrong in his childhood. mind u i'm 7 years younger x3

its weird when there's someone in your life u genuinely hate with every fibre of your being ._.

bare minimum is if he moved out. GOD my life would be better lmao

i love how he actually had a income but he decided to be a useless good for nothing and throw that away for some stupid reason lmao

beh. i hate him and wish he was gone lol