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Could definitely make one if you look around enough for sure

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repost cuz incorrect line layer lol

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convinced Wick to try on one of those internet fits.

convinced Wick to try on one of those internet fits.

Crotchety old fuck was mad I took a parking space he was no where near. Even the woman next to me had no idea why he was mad lol

Nah I just got confronted by some old bag of shit who thought I took his public parking space in a parking lot with tons of space. I’m going to make an effort to not be like any of this last generation of olds lol

I fuckin hate old people dude.

I have seen very reasonable takes, however that’s not what I’m seeing like 80% of the time it’s weird

Idk being called a DEI f*g for enjoying something is kind of way further out there than rational thought lol

I hope so as well. Naturally for any company at this point

Check the discord* since I’m untrustworthy of patreon any longer I just post stuff there lol

Patrons got several alts of this btw ;)

I’m dubbing ‘Marathon Derangement Syndrome’ a real thing we need medication for atp.
It’s ok not to like something but when you’re going through the Marathon keyword tag just to spew negativity at people enjoying something, you have a problem my dude. It’s not healthy to be this mad at a game.

Also thank you all for your kind comments. I didn’t respond to everyone and sort of just hopped off and played games with friends last night.

Thank you.

No worries lol thank you!

what?

Somewhat. I just want to feel like I accomplished something today/this week at this point

gonna draw the bnnuy tonight to break back into art cuz fuck it I want to draw her. uncensored ref cuz I’m feelin generous today idk

I think also I just don’t see my work as that good/good enough to wait for

I’m inspired by so many things I think people don’t realize because what I draw doesn’t reflect it and it makes me feel bad/weird that it’s not the case.

The feeling of “I want to draw more things I think are cool but my mind can’t bring itself to actually focus on it” is like living in hell.

I don’t want to just do pinup work/suggestive/nsfw. I genuinely, genuinely wish I could pivot but I can’t.

I’m pretty good at spotting it but when it’s like a 7 year old account with really basic takes on regular shit for most of the posts it just makes me wonder why lol

I still hear that theme cuz Pendulum also fucks

Also if you openly enjoy something someone just HAS TO let you know why they don’t like it.

Like I DONT CARE. You have to go out of your way to speak at someone who’s obviously enjoying something. Just to be that little thorn of “yeah cool, but…”

Like my last art post was 5 days ago and seeing that made me feel so bad like I was a failure.

I wish my brain was normal. I wish I had properly regulated emotions. You don’t get it it’s like a prison im trying to break out of. I’m watching the world turn and I’m fighting my own hands just to move

I once had someone point out (or attempt to) the period of time between my posts and it made me feel so dehumanized that I just wanted to stop trying to keep up with feeds/algo altogether.

I’m not a machine but I feel like I have to be now and it’s miserable.

I’m not a bot on a timer.

It feels that way very much so