Zafyr - Machines of Seductive Destruction

Zafyr stands alone on a ruinous realm of space. In the distance, an apparition of space and time - a black hole, consumes this region in its entirety; neither light nor dark escape its pull and all things before it unravel like string. The electro-magnetic circuits and systems in her own body feel like they're slowly coming undone even as she stands before all she sees, body, mind, and the 'spark' that made her alive all feeling as though they are eroding, distorting, becoming pulled and torn apart by the very pull of this black hole. And all the same, perhaps this black hole is not merely some force of nature; perhaps itself is its own living entity with nothing but malice at it's core for all things around it.

Personal - Vent - "Ultima Thule."

Been in a bad headspace lately and felt like I should give it something physical.

Also forgive me my current mental crisis

Lately I've been feeling like I'm not allowed / it's illegal for me to draw what I want to draw and that I should start trying something else completely. Either drawing something else or hanging it up for good and I just can't accept that

Just going through a lot of personal struggle right now and I just thought I'd ask

Do people like that idea of me, making obscenely horny robot furry art, while also sometimes telling engaging stories with it? Like, huge tits and big dicks on top of drama, action, and thought-provoking questions?

wish my brain would stop making me feel bad wanting to make extremely horny content mixed with deep and engaging storylines.

Fuck you SKYNET supercomputer imprinted upon an organic brain sent back in time chaos architect incarnate John Carmack,

I DO WANT TO MAKE PORN WITH ENGAGING STORIES

Can't stop listening to this goddamn song.

Damn, Little V Mills has vocal range.

This is the way.
Why the heck would it be done any other way. Quick and relatively simple to implement, unobtrusive, doesn't directly result in data leaks and trampling over data privacy.

I feel like they should have a third. Like maybe a dinosaur dragon with a large axe.

Femboi twink ah complete with cognitohazard inducing holographic systems and hacking arrays making you think you’re getting cooked by a stream of fire but really your systems are being forced into an overheating feedback loop

Huh that is in the shape of what I made

What I was trying to actually make is one of those Uruk-hai swords. Love that shape

Sword but now that you mention it I could see a gun built into it too

Probably not hard to see the inspiration behind these two and honestly that’s okay cause I just wanted to toy with the idea anyway.

Tethyian technologies frequently riffs on media - you should see the warehouses full of blue foxes with green eyes that they frequently use as expendable scout units

had idea, went with it, might flesh it out later.

how I feel since 2016 or so

The whole "ewww pinneaple on pizza" meme is shit.

We must wage a Protracted Call-in War on the Payment Processors

WHY? On July 2025, Steam, a popular storefront to purchase games on PC, and itch.io, a storefront that sells games, comics, tools, resources and much more, have recently delisted several NSFW games, after the group Collective Shout published an open letter to payment processors such as Visa, MasterCard, PayPal, and more. As a result of this letter, payment processors have strongarmed Valve and itch.io into enforcing restrictive new TOS policies on what kind of content their platforms can host and sell. Visa, Mastercard, Stripe and Paypal have been censoring free speech and legal business on the internet for TOO LONG. Their most recent targets are Steam and Itch.io, but they have also been pressuring websites like Pixiv, Patreon, Fansly, Onlyfans and MORE for years, applying draconian standards for what kind of adult/pornographic content platiorms and their users can host and sell. If we as consumers and creators want to regain ground on this issue, we have to make our voice heard. HOW? BOMBARD THEM WITH PHONE CALLS Collective Shout, the organization that lobbied to have Steam and Itch.io change their TOS, did so with only around 1000 phone calls. Visa and MC have backed down from pressuring Onlyians to remove adult content entirely due to public backlash. Clogging their phone lines for an extended perlou, over a mont at the absolute least, will almost gudrantee that these compantes will at least have to pay attention to the backlash. this list is not exhaustive. but some contact points for the 4 targets are: 1. VISA: (US + Can): +1 [8001-847-2911 US option selection for operator: 1-1-2 or 1-1-3 2. MASTERCARD: (US): +1 (8001-307-7309 US option selection for operator: 1-1-2-2-2-1 Phone (outside US): 1-636-722-7111 3. STRIPE: (Headquarters): +118881 963-8955 (France): +33 805-11-19-67 Stripe: complaints@stripe.com 4. PAYPAL: (US): +1 (888)-221-1161 (outside US): 1-402-935-2050 Customer Service: +1 (877)-569-1116

Cheat Sheet v.2

nothing from the prior version is incorrect, but ive made it a little easier to read, plus included a bit more helpful information

imgur link: imgur.com/a/wWaLY2i

more comprehensive info can be found here:
stop-paypros.neocities.org
yellat.money

MAKE YOUR CALLS!!!

Good morning and I want to wish all of you the best possible Monday you can have.

Decentralize and disseminate, make it harder to be completely lambasted if one avenue closes.

What I need the most is something other than paypal that can process my payments, in case that gets closed. I've heard of some but I don't know how up to date my information is.

That is an avenue to consider. Requires me dusting off my Patreon and reworking it massively, however. I gave it the boot the last time certain things wen the way that they did, but Patreon has been making somewhat better choices lately.

I hate being seen like this. I prefer staying as stoic as I can, or trying to just keep portraying myself as the eternally horny for robots individual I want people to think I am, but this shit has me shook - To the point where I just want to scream and yell and cry and, pray that someone can help.

For the past 10 years now this is how I've lived and I've loved every minute, every day of it. I've had highs and lows, and right now the past year and a half has probably been one of my worst lows of my life, and it only seems to keep sinking lower.

I'm scared to ask for help but...

I'm scared, I want help, I want reassurance when shit hits the fan I'm still going to be able to make money doing what I love. I know I've got stuff to work on and finish, and more to take on. The wheel turns, the sun rises and it sets.

But I'm scared of that being disrupted, or worse, removed.

I am getting so fucking sick and fucking tired of big businesses and fuckheads in said businesses bullying everyone into being fucking scared about one thing or another and FORCIBLY CENSORING SHIT.

I am so fucking tired of it.

I won't stop making my fucked up horny robot art

But I need help.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT IF I DO I WILL NOT BE BEATING ANY OF THE ALLEGATIONS

It’s bad enough I already feel weird about porn with particular licensed characters

This would be me effectively taking said characters and changing them just enough to not be directly linked.

What do you call that @w@

DEERS WITH FANGS BAYBEE

And it only gets better when they got the big tits and the thick muscles and the wide thighs for crushing skulls

Just, all over the place with these ideas in my head arm and I blame dumb stupid internet trends and brainrot for it

What if we had a really weird idea for a pair of synth ocs where one of them was a goat dragon hybrid with vague mage influences and one was a deer wolf hybrid with vague knight influences

Totally not because of recent trends of certain things.

…but my dumb brain can’t stop thinking about it

I love my little space seahorse people.

pneumatic, and/or gunpowder-operated spike driver. Popular melee weapon in Armored Core and Front Mission.

no actually I got it so I could do more post processing stuff for art as well as work at absurd resolutions but the benefits are nice.

I got 64 gigs of ram for two reasons:

1: to play star citizen

2: play X4 with a fuck ton of mods.