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iirc it was the first one i did out of all these!

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i point at the mimic octopus!! yours hehe!!

i was insane for this lol…….. ive got a little flip through video up on my tumblr here if u don’t know what I’m talking about 🧐 www.tumblr.com/oooocleo/728...

i was insane for this lol…….. ive got a little flip through video up on my tumblr here if u don’t know what I’m talking about 🧐 www.tumblr.com/oooocleo/728...

it’s…..hopefully…happening….early next year………….. I was looking through fathoms earlier and man everyone did such good work on that… and the vibes were so nice….yeaarrghhh……

the quickest Shirin 🫡 w the power of lasso tool….

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crazy when u get a nightly vision of a pose and then the next day u can just. draw that!!!!!!!

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fruitful session streaming gay elves for the patrons today!! heem heem

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Oh when I had this issue too a little while back I figured out ur screen brightness makes a HUGE difference! Again it’s silly that csp doesn’t have this issue… but setting my screen to 50% brightness helped a ton w the procreate induced scorching

Naruto was motivated by wanting to see the cool fights animation but umm.. there sure is a lot of slow pans over still frames of faces where they explain what just happened huh………..🤨

i read a lot of books I consider challenging but don’t worry guys while I work I watch smallbrain shows like criminal minds. And recently umm. Naruto 🚶 (DID YOU GUYS KNOW the main guy hotchner just unceremoniously leaves the show after like 10 seasons basically from 1 ep to another It felt crazy)

Firefall….. autocorrected…

I’ll check it out! I do want to read the 2 other books in the firewall series at some point too 🤔

i learned about this via the ‘Frankie’s shelf’ YouTube channel & was morbidly intrigued by the My Immortal vibes emanating off of this…. Tbh it did not disappoint, but the carrying-power of that fell off a bit as the book went on 🤔 the messaging was utterly unsubtle but I had a good time w it djdnd

at certain points the tone of the narrative would shift, I think, into what was v much Remarque needing to get stuff off his chest - this was immersion-breaking, but being interested in the authors lived experiences meant I didn’t mind it here; also the writing is quite beautiful throughout… (2/2)

I watched the 2022 movie adaptation of this and went: let me put myself through that again 👽 it was sad, obviously, but an often very Immediate-feeling portrayal of the chaotic/pointless experience of war (wwi in this case), banned under wwii-era fascist govts for its critical stance (1/2)

it felt somewhat cynical in the same way books like neuromancer are - the protag isn’t going to Overthrow The System here… coincidentally I read the Ant Fugue chapter in ‘the mind’s I‘ soon after finishing blindsight & it helped me understand the whole sentience/intelligence thing better!

don’t let the TED BUNDY opening quote scare u off I swear I almost put it down for fear of Cringe Edginess, but this turned out to be a heavy on the neuro-sci, interesting take on a ‘post-human’ future! (1/2)

advertoising again since I cleared my lil queue 🫡 have a looksie here if you’d like to commission me:
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I do it by hand! But the brush is set to linear burn so it’s not to the point where I need to swap colours to achieve the effect djfnfndn… only go over pooling areas manually 💪

oh I’m not sure why it’d do that 🤔 it looks like it’s working on my end.. ko-fi.com/hess you could try navigating to the commissions page from the main one here?

thanks so much! I’m lucky to be commissioned for characters w decently varied features.. it might get a bit boring otherwise hehe

although the best way to support me is via patreon! Help me…be free…to draw luscious elf boobs………
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advertoising again since I cleared my lil queue 🫡 have a looksie here if you’d like to commission me:
ko-fi.com/hess/commiss...

Post-human type settings are depressing but also so interesting! the sci-fi genre has so many philosophical gems in there…

Ik it can be tricky to find interesting/good books to read so I feel like my duty is to share mini reviews 🧐 ill add them in the replies for my recent reads:
- blindsight (Peter watts)
- all quiet on the western front (Erich Maria Remarque)
- paradise logic (Sophie Kemp)

tummy crop to accompany the announcement that… I’m now getting help keeping my patreon up to date djdnfnndmc…! I’ve always posted things to the attached discord server, but now things will be beamed straight into patrons’ inboxes as well 🫡

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🤲 me standing in ur peripheral vision