— HOPELESS .

extra ?
.... tch . 💢

i just have an interest in fashion .

yeah . really convoluted coords .
i like wearing them but the fact that anyone could be thinking weird shit about me just because i'm wearing them makes me wanna rip off my skin !!!!

wh - yes ??? ///
they're just flashy ..

um .....
well , i ( * have ) the outfits . i just don't like it when people look at me .

one mistake and you're done for . they could watch any other streamer . you know they only like us for our face .

cool .

...... call me ame , by the way .

... what ? no , sorry .
that's just my face .

[ IMMEDIATELY GLARING . ]
thanks .

thanks . i won't bug you too much . i think i have some mobile games i can play ...

uh ..
is it cool if i take the former ?

sometimes i wanna dress up before going out but then people would stare at me and probably think weird shit about me and i want to EXPLODE

... sorry .
[ and yet she's .. not leaving . socially awkward final boss . ]

wait , are you not ..?
.... ugh . i need to stop getting high before going out .

bedtime ?
[ where did she even come from ?? ]

hal🪽

might once again use ame as my crash out muse

i will project my own bpd and depression onto this character . anything portrayed here is not how Everyone with bpd acts , nor should anyone use it as a way to diagnose themselves or others .

general trigger warnings for ...
- self-harm / sui ideation
- drug use
- sex and hypersexuality
- addiction
- referenced past trauma
- conspiracies
- derealization and dissociation
- poor emotion regulation

... tch .
i don't need anyone . i don't need anything .
[ lies . obvious lies . ]

nobody's really falling for that fake shit on stream .

i shouldn't have dropped acid earlier holy fuuuuck

....
[ she blinks once , otherwise expressionless . ]
i've brought you into this world and i can take you out . behave .

we're literally nice .

i'm literally so fucking nice

hal🪽

i only have the pop up parade figures because i was thrown into a constant loop of homelessness afterwards but we ball

i'm going crazy and you're not real . that's the deal .

hal🪽

i Need to get my figures out of storage UGH

ame-chan / kangel from needy streamer overload
will swap back and forth depending

account is strictly mdni , there may be sexual themes on the timeline , and if lewd happens then it happens , but it's not the focus at all
i block liberally .

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