f: lilas (she/they)

i don't even know what to post on here my life is so boring anyways

watching kny tonight

i said it already but please don't follow if you're a minor! it makes me uncomfortable, thanks in advance

managed to do so many chores today aaaah the place is clean and neat i love it

what a shitty way to start the day. dad calls, i have trouble to sleep all night bc sleep paralysis, yay /s

so i'm just standing there like 🧍🏼‍♂️not knowing how to have nice and fun interactions with anyone

like ppl im supposed to be friends with only interact with me if they've got something to tell and want to be listened to or when i vent on my twt account by asking what's up but im not comfy enough to share what's up when im not okay cause they're not mentally ill and usually don't understand

is it just hard to maintain friendships or do i just suck at it ... even forming friendly bonds with ppl is so hard i just don't know how im supposed to do

one bingo!!

managed to do some chores today!!! yippee

omg why am i seeing ai generated images ffs

just makes me uncomfy

i don't think i said it on here but if you're 18 or below i wont follow you back! also if you don't mention your age on your bio or anything i probably wont follow either

i feel so fucking shitty

kinda wanna cry ^_^

honestly same, i'd suggest grounding techniques if you feel like it

still can't manage to find who's upset

got the same feeling last time when an alter went on a walk, he was feeling weirdly small

i know someone is influencing the front when i feel upset out of nowhere lol (not that fun actually)

began smoking too much again ugh, i should be more careful

this is actually super interesting

aw okay, thanks for the info!

i thought blocking then unblocking worked but it doesn't seem to

how do you softblock on here? /gq

damn that nap was necessary

took a med, hopefully itll go away

why do i have to feel nauseous nearly every night when going to bed. i hate it

also : why is this body so tiny

going on a walk helped me ground a bit, managed to write everything needed on my simply plural profile. it still feels a bit weird to be back from dormancy, but i'll manage