Peach State Lifter / Pup Mellow @ The Gym

I finally was able to hold my #Grip144 in for a minute (literally 60 seconds).

It’s now my largest plug but I’m still a little embarrassed it wasn’t longer 🥺👉👈

I’ve been really sad and scared lately which is basically stress triggers.

I really could use a regular fist buddy who is gentle with me.

So I do want to find more communities that I could be a part of. Especially if I am either local to them or regularly travel near them.

It’s work, but I think it might be worthwhile.

Example: I’ve wanted to go to CAP, but I know that’s not my husband’s jam. So I’ve been putting it off every time since I still am dealing with the voice that says I’d just be in everyone’s way.

It’s not real, but it’s hard to emotionally square that circle.

CW: mind health and care.

I’ve had a very rough time so far trying to figure out the next part of my life. There’s a lot of things I want to do, but it would be hard to actually get to do those things.

I’m still just trying to ensure that I can process everything, and I still need the support.

I try to keep an eye out for cute onesies since I’ve been told that my butt looks super cute in diapers.

I wear 2XL in ODU and have a very similar thing with the seams on mine as well. I know mine is from a few years ago so maybe it’s just how they stitched the stretch fabric together.

Just giving another data point.

Myself in a onesie with 1980s style video game characters and 1980s and 1990s video game controllers.

This onesie still…..ahem….

Presses my buttons.

I know….its a horrible pun. But it means there’s a Megamax under there keeping me dry.

I’ve got to invest in a way to take better pictures.

Some of my musician friends saw that I e been having a really hard time finding a new job, and they got me an adorable emotional support dino.

He’s ready for the trip home.

I’m thinking about joining jff and filming/ making hypno videos and other content. Any interest leave a like and comment. Maybe I’ll finally make a video on how to make bottoming diapers. 😅

I can think of some things we could film. 😇

I’ve……done that for science before. 🤪

It’s doable but it isn’t a favorite thing to do 🙃

I watched this happen at my last job.

In the end, I, the person who knew the limitations of the chatbot, was the one laid off because “you didn’t use the chatbot enough”

Because I didn’t feel like outsourcing my brain, and did my own work (better than the bot), I was the one fired.

We are fucked.

Yes I’ve spoken to my therapist on multiple occasions about it but there are times that it still gets to me that I can’t do something social involving entertainment.

I guess I’m just neurodivergent and that’s that.

I can watch original content presented in a thoughtful way and without a bunch of extra people on camera.

I actually like watching kids shows in non-English languages since I can focus on learning the language in the show.

It makes me feel useless that I can’t do something simple. I can do lots of other things, like very complex problem solving. Ask me to watch a movie?

No. I can’t.

Watch a TV episode without commercials? I can get through it if it is simple enough. Add commercials? Forget it.

CW: Neurodivergence talk

I have to draw a line at watching movies. My husband loves movies; I will not watch them.

I can barely follow the plot of a sitcom episode. I can’t figure out who is who and why they are important.

I don’t actually get it.

I love how much it locks in and I can’t just accidentally push it out. 😈

It’s getting more comfortable each time I use it. So full and spreads out my lips.

I may have done this along with riding a Cetos 130. 👉👈

Mine was just stuffed. 🫠

Question: does this @toppedtoys.com #Grip144 make my 🍑 look big?

My husband saw one driving into Chattanooga on I-75 from Georgia.

Sadly I wasn’t with him or I would have snapped a picture.

That’s me and the Grips. I’m at the 144, and I kind of want to see how much more I can go. 🫣

The way to his heart is through his hole 💞

Stuff his hole with Topped Toys to make sure your Valentine is gaping just for you 🕳️

Keep an eye out for an exciting Valentine's update 👀

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I find it amusing that both Apple News and various algorithms keep pushing coverage of certain sportsball things happening, even though I blocked the topics.

So cute that the overlords think I should give a damn about those things when I’m more concerned about finding a new job in this economy.

Bottom tapes first, and SDKs if at all possible. 😁

And yet they aren’t past the first stumbling block there: young adults aren’t having kids because *SHOCK* it’s too expensive and they can’t afford to have any.

Can’t have kids without money to properly provide them with food, clothes, and shelter.

I have a half asleep, morning bath time question.

When did my go-to @toppedtoys.com toys get so big?

Left to Right: #Mordax115, #Wreckoner125, #Erebus120, #Agon145

YouTube video by Indra in America American goes to the doctor in Germany 🇩🇪🇺🇸

And this is why there should be some kind of system where a doctor can state that you are to rest and the company must respect it.

Oh wait. youtube.com/shorts/qsTxR...

Or just creating a bunch of eWaste with Artifical Stupidity chips. At least the consumer chips have display outputs on their PCBs.

AI: “Congrats! You’ve now reached a fake answer outside the training data set faster than ever before!”

🤪