Ree

Blasting rock music whilst playing video games will never get old.

More specifically one where you are flying helicopters into hot zones.

Its so nice to get home after a hard day of work, only to boot up the pc, whip out the thigh highs and click my collar in place

The Met is funding israel, buying and using the APCs they used to kill palestinians, they have purchased 18 of these things.

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Met police to use Israeli armoured vehicles 'battle-tested in Gaza'. UK buying weapons from Israel as it's taken to court to stop them selling to Israel...

Sometimes i feel like reality is slipping

Ill never understand how or why good peoples lives are cut short. One minute someone can be there, the next they are gone, with so much undone, so much not said.

I still miss you and i do truly wonder what our friendship could of been, i still hear alot of good stories about you now and again.

Not exactly sure why i keep posting here tho? No one sees my posts, which is good, but does seem pointless to keep writing them

Slow, painfully slow, progress.

But, progress is progress.

At some point, i wish the nightmares would end.

The mind can be your best friend, or your worst enemy.

Never inbetween.

Juggles dreams and nightmares infront of you.

Both can be tempting and horrific.

But why do the nightmares always outnumber the dreams?

Things seem to go well for 5 minutes, only for everything to hit shit creek for another month. Yay.

So this is how liberty dies... with thunderous applause.

A fitting quote for the start of these 4 years.

"normal" is boring, and fake, who would want that?

Why do all the people i hold dear live so far away? Curse you internet

Why is facial hair so crap.

Shave.
5 hours later.
Stubble.
Shave.
Repeat.

GAH! Its so bloody annoying, why does laser gotta cost so much.

Just reinstalled a 2013 classic on my pc.

Not much has changed in the playerbase, just the means they use to fuck over everyone else has.

Good thing that without there fancy toys, they are useless! Haha

One last month (ish) of night work, got booted off it as i cant keep up and im exhausted. Oh well. I still plan on staying up late to spend time with the friends i care for.

I do sometimes sit here and wonder what my purpose is in life? Why i keep kicking the can down the road? Whats it all for?

Then, i think about a certain someone.

It all starts to get a little brighter in this dull world, and where i fit in make sense after that.

You know who you are.
Thank you.

Anyone else just sit there in a car, or something similar, and listen to the rain hit the roof/windows? Its relaxing.

All i do is simply state the benefits of owning a minivan, its only flaw is the size, but its a practical vehicle all round, safe, economic, room for all and for groceries...

yet i get branded the title "soccer mom" its bullshit

Laying here, cuddling the girl i hold dear on a couch, whispering sweet nothings into her ear whilst running my hand through her hair...

Till my imagination gives way and im sat, at work, cuddling a pillow in a dark room, whilst my co worker stares at me with a confused smug look.

Im weird.

Working in care is sooooo rewarding, but it also SUCKS SOOOOO MUCH

It is a thankless job.

Accidentally hitting your breast has to be the worst pain you can cause yourself.

Besides stepping on a lego piece, they are the devils design.

Why does everyone i truly care for have to live so far away? Whos idea was it to scatter such lovely people so far from each other!

Do you ever just sit there, and think about everything that has ever gone wrong, aswell as right, to have you, sat, wherever you are now?

I do, alot.

I cannot be thankful enough to those who have ever helped me, be it in the smallest ways and to those who have gone above and beyond.

Thank You.

Why does it feel like everything goes wrong at once, is it to test you? See if you break?

If so, this stupid world better try harder then that, as i dont break so easily.

I have everything i need to stand strong through the tidal wave which is life.

Old.

Just sat here, with a stupid shit eating grin on my face, legs quivering and heart fluttering, for the last few hours since someone very special to me made my heart skip a beat with words.

How can basic, little words, do so much to a person?

Does anyone else have, what i like to call, dream whiplash?

One minute your dreaming about, idk, cheese, having a cuppa and relaxing with friends?

The next your somehow in the trenches of verdun fighting tooth and nail over a tin of beans.

No? Just me? Odd.