part of this is probably stems from feeling on the fringe of every community i'm a part of, which should require unraveling by an actual therapist and not johnny donuts on bluesky dot com
11.08.2025 21:54 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0@kaelis.bsky.social
He/Him | 40 | Abhorrently Bi | Seattle | FGC | Furry 2x Project Justice EVO ๐ฅ | Combo Breaker + CEO๐ฅ
part of this is probably stems from feeling on the fringe of every community i'm a part of, which should require unraveling by an actual therapist and not johnny donuts on bluesky dot com
11.08.2025 21:54 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0let's be clear, this is not me looking for sympathy or solidarity or answers or even dialogue
this is me navigating uncharted land and expressing how so very lost and clueless I am 99% of the time
being invited to trans spaces but feeling overwhelmingly out of place is something I may never escape, which is part of the deal of being a cis male tbh
but boy, does it require a delicate mental balance of bad thoughts vs reality vs being respectful vs being visible
there's no manual for this
There will be matches you lose, flawed attempts at perfection that stack over the years. They are the price of ambition. Move past them, persevere and try again. Potential roots in the practice.
11.08.2025 14:19 โ ๐ 43 ๐ 9 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 1who trying to cuddle and watch 3S 3v3
www.twitch.tv/gamenewton
Didn't realize how exhausted I was until I started the stream, whew. I'm tired, y'all.
11.08.2025 04:46 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Post-EVO chill sesh, fighting game break time, back on nonsense
www.twitch.tv/kaelis
I am about to willingly watch Saints preseason.
10.08.2025 19:54 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0My oil painting of an anthropomorphic silver tabby cat lounging amongst colorful pillows smoking a hookah. He has a black studded collar on with blue underwear and blue jewelry hanging from the collar. The hookah tube is also teal blue, matching his underwear and jewelry.
Royal Lounge
09.08.2025 15:31 โ ๐ 4649 ๐ 1026 ๐ฌ 36 ๐ 4Ingrid "using her magic" to make Luke and Jamie kiss. Her magic cannot do this.
Ingrid Arcade Mode
08.08.2025 02:12 โ ๐ 1511 ๐ 434 ๐ฌ 14 ๐ 1๏ผญ๏ฝ๏ฝ ๏ฝ
29.06.2025 03:24 โ ๐ 20 ๐ 7 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 1he's so dreamy awa
10.08.2025 03:07 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0If you need me I'll be at
09.08.2025 13:34 โ ๐ 768 ๐ 177 ๐ฌ 8 ๐ 4My life is absolutely charmed, I tell you what
09.08.2025 07:44 โ ๐ 6 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Me: I need to relax
Me right now: WHAT IS THERE TO DO IN SEATTLE I MUST ROAM
The VOD for Project Justice at @evo.gg BYOC 2025 is live! youtu.be/ASKdC2OVitQ
08.08.2025 23:03 โ ๐ 7 ๐ 4 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0me: ๐
my opponent: ๐
1st ballot hall of fame
07.08.2025 22:55 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I Wanna Be The Guy is way funnier than anyone gives it credit for
06.08.2025 16:34 โ ๐ 1279 ๐ 525 ๐ฌ 18 ๐ 14Almost right
07.08.2025 15:55 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be vulnerable. What is it like to have support other than "you'll succeed because that's what you do." I doubt I will ever find out.
I am tired.
"Ginger ale heals all black people!" - Me, 2025
07.08.2025 02:01 โ ๐ 5 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I take these pills every single morning
06.08.2025 12:32 โ ๐ 320 ๐ 85 ๐ฌ 4 ๐ 8๐ THE FULL LINEUP FOR FIRST IMPACT IS HERE ๐
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After so much blood, sweat, and tears getting here, I have nothing else to say. I think it speaks for itself :3
Thanks to everyone at Impact! who stepped up to make this happen. 2 weeks left. Can't wait to see y'all on the floor โค๏ธ๐ค๐ค
the only way to correct the timeline is to use the entire roll and replace it
06.08.2025 21:58 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I have to burn down the apartment first
06.08.2025 21:55 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I always knew you were a witch
06.08.2025 21:54 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0A clear sign that I don't have my life together and I'm "going through it" is that I'm rewatching Prison Break
06.08.2025 18:17 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0This is how my roommate put up a new roll of toilet paper.
It's been a good run, y'all.