Rammi | EwE 🏳️‍⚧️🔞

Back on my meds and I am about to be so sick. Like I really appreciate having the one medication that works for me, but because of circumstance I'm starting back from scratch and I know the first two weeks are going to make me so nauseous.

Art while, taking a break now but I'm so excited to do my first market tomorrow

These are projects I've been wanting to start for a while, so I'm happy.

I'm going to go get more glue and some sonic

Out of 🍃 because our friend doesn't have time to go to NM or OK until next paycheck

Evil I get paid today and no 🍃, but I can always wait. Her prices are like so much lower than anywhere else so it's worth it.

Like the amount of times people go "they started it!!!" and my response is "so- america in the 19(xx) did [fucked up thing] and so [country] was destabilized and honestly deserves to be pissed".

They put me in IB / AP in highschool and now I know more than my parents and they argue with me so much.

Will be posting the Zine this weekend

Also will be posting a song cover today // tonight

Thank you cute king, you're a very sweet friend

Thankfully I do know this.

We've always lived in an imperialistic regime, this is just the first time that energy has been projected inward as well as outward and we're seeing it so blatantly unopposed by the general populace.

Like of course this happens all the time. But the inaction is baffling

We're working through it though. I don't want to, but I know I'll be stuck seeing these people the rest of my life so I'd rather suck it up and be neutral and encourage improvement rather than hurt them and be bitter.

They need a lot of guidance and I hope they ask me to provide it one day.

Thank you ^^

Thankfully they were just a queer platonic connection as opposed to my owner or a lover, so their loss didn't impact me too much

Like yeah it sucked and hurt having to cut her off when I did, but I didn't like how she was treating Bunni and fight or flight made me run at the time.

Become indescribable, a presence, a force, an entity

Platonic connections may be a good avenue to invest that vulnerable energy into though. They are less likely to hurt you // because less lifestyle entanglement, but can and will still show up for you if you pick the right people.

I think having walls and boundaries is good and healthy and you can still have positive dynamics while feeling 'detatched' or 'cold' // with walls up ect ect

Just a communication thing and I don't think there's anything wrong with you keeping those walls up with romantic partners.

Giving my ex money to help pay for my favorite toy's therapy is so funny to me

Like all 3 of us pooled $$$ to make it happen because we're broke™

That is one thing I can say is AT LEAST this one person is one of the few I think isn't evil. I don't think I'd ever trust her again, but she's trying.

I'm still grieving a 3-week relationship I had last year. Time has less to do with it than intent and impact do. You know you did all you could've with your ex so there's less unresolved feelings

Try not to judge yourself either way, you're doing a good job and I can empathize

The grief process starts before the breakup even happens for a lot of individuals.

Idk how it all went down, but you feel better now because you're working on it. Truthfully those feelings will linger on passively for a bit

t4t date prep

Good morning!!!

You should see about going yourself

I watched suzume alone in theaters and it was really pleasant

Dizzy and tired,,,

Back to kind of sleeping,,,

That's unfortunately evil & fair,,,

Evil state

God I wanna hold someone from behind and kiss their neck while jerking them off

Chat the alligations are real; she can top

Evil fuck

Be preparedd

Hot,,,,

deer is just a kind of dog that eats grass

Wah so horny in pizza plawce

Wanna be home and get fucked

It's been months

Ohno how tragic

Would you like more or less torment?

I wanna take a bath

That sounds hot if you're saying what I think you are