sleep for eat today
i dont get how some people have parents that like play video games with them or act like friends and do stuff together and talk. im so jealous of that
is it like normal to not be able to talk to your parents about anything ever without them complaining about something? and to like share 0 interests? or is it just because they're right and im a failure of a person and all of my hobbies are self destructive and none of my friends are real
why is it so fucking impossible to get laser covered by insurance. i dont believe electrolysis works that well and i have dark hair so its literally like perfect but fucking insurance i am not dropping $400 a session if there's even a 2% chance i can get it for free FUCK YOU HEALTH CARE!!!!!!
um uhh umm s-size difference π΅βπ«
i want to frow up.
i can't do anything right and my life is falling apart. pancakes.
in case anyone wonders like i did the shock i did was 20% for 0.3s which measures about 10V 1.2mA at the prongs and my leg skin resistance is around 14kΞ© i think. the shocker maxes out at 33V and 4.2mA. this is like just above the amp threshold to even percieve a shock in the first place
and don't forget the analogies of people clearly misusing the shocker for way longer than they should and wondering why they get nerve damage after being on 100% for 6s 50 times in a row in the same spot every day. it just feels like there's more fearmongering and misinformation than actual data
its honestly more upsetting that there seems to be like 0 actual research on the long term effects of low power shocks and thresholds for nerve damage. every source i find bombards me with "but amps are the real killer" and then "what if you run a live wire across your chest, that would be bad :("
I've had more people concerned for my health and safety over this stupid shock collar than when im so depressed im one step from driving off a bridge or painting my room red
i hate that i always feel like nobody cares about me
i should just let my phone die and never charge it again
when im depressed my sense of time gets even more fucked than usual and now i guess i wont eat today everything is closed now
i kinda feel like fuck everything more often than wholesome chungus lately
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she's so coolβοΈ
YCH comm for defiantfrog!
my stummy hurts so bad i wanna frow up and work switched from plastic to paper and everything basically sucks today :(
sorry to anyone that believed in me but i didn't make any resolutions anyways, it's sleep dinner tonight :( blame taco bell for closing at 2 am
need a woman to destroy me so bad i want to be horny and be touched but my body betrays my desires curse this vile flesh existence
sorry it's hard not to crash out when every year I'm forced to spend money on and time with people i barely know anymore out of stupid familial obligation and receive garbage I'll never use and have to deal with the noise and selfishness of these freaks that need therapy and wont let me live my life
love when people show their true colors under holiday stress they invented for themselves, lunatic sociopaths
why the fuck would you ask someone if it's ok to abandon them to go out to eat and do fun things even though you know i don't even work until late night. ofc I'm gonna respond yes because I'm too nice but feel awful about it anyways. fucking asshole get these people out of my life man fuck
first time noticing in a while after shaving my skin so soft i fucking love estorgen
i always feel wrong and hollow at the end of the day. self image fuzzy again, still don't know this person
kurisumasu
wtf im not that stinky...
I'm like not buzzed either my brain is just loud and fuzzy and loud i can't get it to stop fml
i shouldn't ever drink again everyone is so loud and everything is too loud and i get impatient for one sentence and everyone is yelling at me and loud and i want to cry and my head hurts fuck i hate other people so much why can't it be quiet i shouldn't have had that drink my head hurts and its lou
