requiem 🔞🐛 edbsky

a small brown dog leaps up from behind a pile of crunchy brown leaves. her eyes and mouth are open wide, and her big floppy ears are extended out like wings to either side.

This is Annie. She freaking loves fall. 13/10 (FB: James Osborne)

Authoritarians fear only one thing: DEFIANCE‼️

(Downtown Portland)

on the real tho idk how much I weigh or if what I'm doing is doing anything but we'll see ig. the alcoholism has been beating the ED mostly, when ur drinking a lot it starts to feel like counting cals is pointless

every time I open this app I have an urge to weigh myself

got those coping skills

my being poor with an ed experience rn is being Hella low on food and then sighing and saying "I'll just make coffee"

alright whatever fuck a thread I'm freestyling

I feel like I have to confess that the calorie counting im doing is really loose, a lot closer to what I was doing when I started this crap 8 yrs ago lol. idk I learned how to restrict without counting and I haven't counted in yrs but thats not working rn so I'm gonna estimate

hi new friends!!!!!! hopefully I'm more active this time around lol

9/22
lunch: 333
dinner: 465
snacks: 423

total: 1122/1200

exercise: 25 min walk

snackier than I wanted but I'll take it

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(my first time doing one of these!! these r all from my pinterest💕)
#caterpillarsky #edbsky #ednotsheeran #lemonwatersky #th1nspo

with an over easy egg and some mayo 🙏 drooling

oHhhhhh this is gonna make a fucking BALLER EGG SANDWICH TOMORROW......

the herby tomato bread my aunts brought over calls to me

bsky.app/profile/cyan...

regular human interests:

🎧mcr, days n daze, most punk, esp folk punk rn!

🎸I play uke & dabble in other instruments

📺iwtv, wwdits, ofmd, arcane

🎮skyrim, fallout, the Sims 4, sdv

📚the vampire chronicles

🧛vampires, in general

🍼also always looking for more ED parent friends!

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hi I'm requiem
🔸23 ♑♎♋
🔸trans, queer, they/them
🔸madly in love w my fiance
🔸seahorse dad of a 1yr old 🧡

🔸disordering since 2017
🔸MPA + edtwt vet
🔸 relapsing, I think
🔸AuDHD, bipolar, mixed PD (aspd/bpd/hpd), ocd, ppd

I like my chemical romance & I'm an actual vampire, probably

UGH I fucked up my pinned

new layout!! idk I was gerard way on edtwt from like 2021 til the exodus so it feels correct to stay that way

macaroni for dinner yeehaw

bsky.app/profile/cyan...

this'll go til I feel like making a new 🧵

rules 4 weekdays:
-only coffee before noon
-400ish for lunch, 600ish for dinner
-hard limit 1200

rules 4 weekends:
-max 900 in food
-shoot for low cal liquor
-count alch cals if possible

exercise:
stroller walk at least 2x a week

an aesthetic photo of a church beyond a field in sort of a warm yellow autumn tone

accountability 📌

Every time I drink caffeine I'm like 'gods I fucking love caffeine'

forgot I had leftover curry rice & quinoa, and little guy is taking a looong nap, so I had rice for lunch instead of eggs 🫡

not 100% sure on the proportion of rice to quinoa but based on my guesswork in MFP it was around 333 Cals so I'm under my limit for lunch still!

cool beans, kiddo is down for his nap. hungry but tryin to hold off with more coffee lol, it helps that we have like. very limited groceries rn 😅
when little guy gets up I'll make us eggs 👌 no cheese in the house rn so I think I'll do over easy for me