🌿 Swamp hag 🦎

Thank you! Honestly I am so happy I chose to get the OP because I am in looooove! I cannot wait for you go get your set as well! Looking forward to see your coords with it 😍

Honestly, probably the most fun book I've read in January tbh! It is dystopian with fantasy elements where you follow Carl and his ex gfs cat Princess Donut as the world ends and they enter a dungeon in which they have to clear floors of enemies in an intergalactic game show. A real fun read!

Two weeks ago my Meta Gobelin Bouquet order got delivered to me. I tried it on and love it so much. I really miss wearing coords, and I will probably wear it for my birthday on the 24th. So, have a preview

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I am alive. Been escaping from my heartbreak through books. These are the ones I've read in January. Ever since a friend of mine recommended Anathema by Keri Lake to me I've been back into my reading era.

I know it's been a while. Spent most of my days escaping into fantasy books lately. But I am happy to announce that I have found a place of my own! March 25th I will be able to move into my own studio appartment! The space is small, but it will be mine!

If @boiraplushies.bsky.social has a million fans, then I am one of them. If they have ten fans, then I am one of them. If they have only one fan then that is me. If they have no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against them, then I am against the world.

This is the coord I wore for a casual movie + tea meet I hosted to see Rental Family! I didn't cry as much as I thought I would--but don't get me wrong, I still cried multiple times lol

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Thank you for coming to my TED talk, and thank you HYDE for making me forget about my broken heart, and making me feel a little bit lighter again. He will never know how much this evening really meant to me. A bright light in one of my darkest days. x

To think that I almost did not go because I was feeling so broken. I cried my eyes out the entire commute from my work to my home. Drowning in sorrow, ready to just wilt away in bed instead. Then I put on his music which gave me the motivation to pull my miserable self together, and I am glad I did.

If HYDE has a million fans, then I am one of them. If HYDE has ten fans, then I am one of them. If HYDE has only one fan then that is me. If HYDE has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against HYDE, then I am against the world.

I lied. Midnight celebration is my fave... For the music... Of course...

I wish I had half of this mans energy for real...

This mans crowd control and interactions. 🥺

Mad Qualia will forever be one of my faves. But I have very many faves.

From here on it really became a party to be there. Lowkey wished he did the Welcome to the Black Parade cover too, because that would've truly been my two childhood worlds colliding.

I don't even know what to say anymore at this point.

Sloppy camera skills because at this point I was breaking down. When I stopped filming I just started sobbing my eyes out during the rest of On my Own. It just resonated so much with me, it was truly a Cathartic experience for me.

Being 32 years old myself, I really appreciated that there were no openers. Just HYDE. I had to work the day after, and did not need to skip the encore and enjoyed the full set because of it.

Since I went to see Kamijo live by myself last year, I realised that going to concerts alone is actually really fun. At first it scared me very much, but my taste in music is very unique within my group of friends. Sometimes there is some overlap, but this show was really something purely for me.

I filmed more than I usually do during concerts. Mostly because when I thought of Florence + the Machine I realised that when my brain was in survival mode it blocked out any memory from when I last saw them in 2019. I only know I went because of some photos I retrieved. I want this memory to stay

HYDE thread with the videos I took in Tivoli.
Utrecht, the Netherlands.

How exactly is this man 56!? Some people are just put on this earth to BE performers. I am over the moon to finally experience one of his performances myself, after 18 years of listening to his music.

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Would it be appropriate to spam my HYDE videos on here? At least it would be a more positive sound compared to my doom and gloom in my latest posts... 👀

I went to see Hyde tonight, and forgot my zoom was on. So enjoy this gem. This man has had me in a chokehold since I was 14 years old. Being able to see him live for the very first time in all those years felt magical. I want to thank him for making me forget about my heartache for a brief moment.

Thank you so much 🥹💕

Last Saturday my dad brought me a bed so I no longer have to sleep on an air mattress. Of course I had to bring my Pumpkaboos from @aniroseart.bsky.social and Trubbish from @sewpoke.co.uk as my emotional support squad while going through this era of heartbreak.

Lift mirror selfie while wearing a white Antique Beast bat cat headdress. Long red hair worn in twin tails framing the face. Devil cat and the hourglass OP by Alice and the Pirates in the red colourway. A silver coloured Alchemy Gothic bat winged heart pendant with a sword. The heart is made from a red gemstone. 2 pairs of Dandy Puppeteer otks on different legs. A black and white diamond pattern one on the right leg, and a black and white vertical striped one on the left.

Lift selfie while on my way to Hanabie. Really wanted to mix my other pairs of @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social otks with this OP.

Headdress: Antique BeasT
Necklace and ring: Alchemy Gothic
OP: aatp
Petticoat: Melikestea

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At 32 years old. I am back to stay with my mum. I am struggling with the idea. But am grateful I don't have to suffer in my ex fiancés home anymore...

Ok but this is a slay

1st panel - woman with stars in her hair and a grey dress on but a glowing, aflame heart "I've been told I'm so strong," 2nd panel - woman's heart is even more afire "I know I am" 3rd panel - woman's heart is so aflame that it has reached her arms "I have to" 4th panel - the fire is even big "it's not like I have a choice" 5th panel - she is almost completely covered with flames now "or else..." 6th panel - she is completely covered with flames now "i'd fall apart completely"

The artist is SL

No fancy edits, but I did manage to put on a coord today.

Headdress: Skresk vision
Blouse: Meta
Jsk: Shiroi Tsubasa
Petti: Melikestea
Bloomers: Summertales Boutique
Socks: @dandypuppeteer.bsky.social
Shoes: Crocs

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