Audrey

a mirror selfie of me in my arcane alternate universe powder costume in the bathroom at a halloween party

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No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.

I was doing so much better a year ago I thought I was gonna be okay

okay but who can i talk to about firing my body's scorekeeper

a butterfly on a bunch of red flowers

a statue of a girl in a lush garden

the garden again, with trees and hanging wind chimes

the garden again, with a fountain and so many plants

some favorite photos from krause springs

a selfie in my green bikini top, laying down on a towel in the grass.

a selfie in my green bikini sitting in the grass.

I look too good to have so much pain

driving is now a trigger for my carpal tunnel. it's so over

MRIs are kinda soothing

fuck me and everything ig

I have repetitive strain in my arms already

it is slow as hell out here. but I'm probably going to go down to north san antonio this sunday and try to do all day

I started running uber eats on the weekend and it set an unrealistic expectation for the rest of the week

I think “Charlie Kirk is was killed because he had a different opinion” is a dishonest take. He was killed because of a broken system he chose to uphold. He chose to fight for a system that killed him. A system that we are trying to fix. He chose this.

the line was >2 hours but it was worth it

I just checked if Mr Creepypasta still does his panel and it looks like he does not. but DAMIEN HAAS IS THERE IM GONNA START HOLLERING

perhaps I will go to San Japan tomorrow. just pop by. just for fun

Pain and depression are old friends.

But so are distraction and respite.

I Know What I Am

#DetroitBecomeHuman #DBH #RK800 #RK900

Everything's gonna be all right

my neck and shoulders are all like... puffy. muscles in the sides are holding tension and fatiguing themselves until they burn. I feel like I have whiplash. girl what did u do

a picture of clouds looking really puffy

a picture of the clouds with the sun streaming out from behind

the clouds kinda slayed the other day

I went in for a 30 minute session 2 weeks ago when my neck started bothering me, and what she did then helped so much PLUS I've been going to her for 2 years and she's always got me right. so on Thursday when I went again for my usual hour, I asked for more neck but she went way overboard

my massage lady has pulled like every single muscle in my neck so bad. it's been 3 days. I'm in anguish

someone I went to high school with works at this place LOL get me out of this town

I've been doing such good socializing and having actual good dates and good sex, all while my body and health are continuously collapsing. life is such a mixed bag 😵‍💫

also made an appointment to see an orthopedic guy because I'm genuinely concerned I have a disc problem now. didn't have to talk on the phone. I love patient portals and online scheduling

I've put off calling therapy places for so long that now I've finally just submitted a bunch of contact forms on counseling center websites. idk who I'm gonna see, I don't wanna talk on the phone lol, but I am now emailing with one place.

wind waker and luigis mansion

that didn't work either!!!!!!

this didn't work. so now I'm reporting them as junk!