Its all good! I consent ^^
....if y'all help out & prove it to me I'll dress up & post photos
Nyx is a good bean stuck in a scary spot of the US for trans peeps rn, any assistance would be greatly preeshed!
Ah! I'm sorry I missed it, happy birthday!
Awh, thank you Psy
Intl. women's day get! These two beans live rent free in my head & have been doing so for...goodness, about a year now?
Also, I guess, do I count? 😅 idk, I don't look like one (yet, hopefully), but uh, yeah
Today is international womens day
But what does it mean to be "into national women"?
Gotta deal with what *is* though. What *is* is resting from big stressy thing, learning to just be again...somehow. which naturally means yoga, then painting, then writing a FL journal, then planning potential outfits, fhen researching careers, then-
Fuck 😅
Just gotta trust the process innit. I do wish the process would hurry the fuck up though, I'm not getting any younger!
Less than 2 weeks until my 2yr hrt birthday now. Feeling behind ngl 😅 buuuut its to be expected, my levels haven't been right or steady this entire time x.x I know what menopause feels like lmao. Will hopefully be fixed and chugging along faster & better soon though!
Pros to Phantom Liberty in Cp77: its so coooool
Cons: fuck I miss clubbing (well, Animalz anyway). Wanna feel like I'm living my queer rubbery self again! Don't got the muns to justify it, but one day. I wanna feel like I'm part of smth big & jumpy again! Makes me miss the attention, too 😅👀
WAIT CHAT I MIGHT BE GOING :D subject to finer details, availability, outfit etc, next one is in April!
Pros to Phantom Liberty in Cp77: its so coooool
Cons: fuck I miss clubbing (well, Animalz anyway). Wanna feel like I'm living my queer rubbery self again! Don't got the muns to justify it, but one day. I wanna feel like I'm part of smth big & jumpy again! Makes me miss the attention, too 😅👀
Would if I could, Nyxie 🩵 its gonna be okay
I've oft forgotten just how calming the night sky is lately. Beyond the terrifying cattle herding of our immediate shared existence is a world so serenely beautiful. Wishing I could give you all a side hug, chat, and tell you its gonna be okay 🩵
...I'm not beating the elven allegations
This was also my first time using Vallejo's True Metallic Metal range on infantry! I used obsidian black for the club guy, and sterling silver (though agrax subbed in for the shading) on the sword guy. Drybrushed for first, highlighted on second
Boom, done! I'm quite fond of these two ngl, is my first time in years trying to pick out eyes and teeth, + this was my first time mixing contrast paints for diff shades. One more(dor) dude to paint & that'll be a list complete! (Well, enough to put this faction down for a bit anyway!)
Awwwwh, himmmm
They can be p dope!
....yeah, I think I'll keep these 💙
Very much congrats! Thank you ^^
Its official: ya girl's got ADHD! :D
YES, more Quiver & Robber Guy! Their dynamic is adorable, I'm absolutely definitely not rooting for them coupling up 😅
Very this! Poofage soundscapes are gooooood
Beyond the withdrawal from publicly posting, I've been having fun doing v smol acts of indulgence & exploration c:
Aaaaa thats so cool! The Rhinestone eyes storyboard in image 4?
Was a right pain to glue (old metal kit, some very gappy joins), but! One large lad sprayed & ready for painting (plus a game tomorrow!)
Its my loungewear 😎
Gods no, this sucks to wear for longer than 10mins xD it doesn't *not* fit, it just isn't comf
Stripping unthinned 20yr old paint off of Uruks like the dudes in the mud pit xD always wear PPE when appropriate for your hobby! (I need to do it more when working with resin)
