I made it.
Now back to bed, or to have a vom. Which ever comes first.
Thanks for the likes, I appreciate this is a downer for something supposed to be so happy x
07.03.2026 21:11 —
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And with that, “Bara Bada Bastard” era is over. 🫡
07.03.2026 20:56 —
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And here’s the last large trigger of today. HELLO KAJ. It’s not personal, you just make me wanna rip my skin off.
07.03.2026 20:48 —
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Oh they were a bad plan. Damn. Oh well sleep again soon anyway, meh.
07.03.2026 20:46 —
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Celebration Maccas hot cakes at 7.30am 🥰
07.03.2026 20:31 —
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❤️❤️
07.03.2026 20:30 —
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We gotta take the wins honey! ❤️
07.03.2026 20:21 —
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I made it through all the songs!! 🥳
07.03.2026 20:19 —
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Now this is my winner, the lyrics are too close to home #Melfest
07.03.2026 20:03 —
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The song for all avoidant men! #Melfest
07.03.2026 19:53 —
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Held off the tears as long as I could. Fuck it, good morning CPTSD!
07.03.2026 19:44 —
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I haven’t walked away from the TV yet but having a cry. So great. I do need to see the firefighters for sure!
07.03.2026 19:34 —
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I’m fighting the tight chest pretty hard right now. Worst feeling!
07.03.2026 19:28 —
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🎈
07.03.2026 19:04 —
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Alright. Here we go.
07.03.2026 18:59 —
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Excellent, I need fun x
07.03.2026 11:18 —
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Thankfully this year, I have a bunch of folks who want to make sure I get through it, especially those who are in Stockholm.
Once the show is over, I can close that chapter and move on to the next triggering day - Thursday, the anniversary when I got the very formal and final goodbye text. 😐
07.03.2026 10:00 —
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The final of Melodifestivalen is finally here and I will be getting up tomorrow morning watch it.
Why? Because last year, I found out how little my best friend thought of me. So, it’s part of my exposure therapy to watch it this year and feel all the feelings of that no matter how hard.
07.03.2026 10:00 —
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Me too
07.03.2026 08:18 —
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Hahaha, not at all!
07.03.2026 06:48 —
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Sadly yes
07.03.2026 06:48 —
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Just came back online to hear about Jamie Dunn’s passing. That man had the power to make any TV exec clench because they never knew what could fly out of Agro’s mouth next.
I can just picture Agro being welcomed by Ossie and Dickie to the great compere’s desk in the sky.
RIP.
07.03.2026 06:34 —
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Ooh hell yeah
07.03.2026 02:24 —
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No swim suit judging?
07.03.2026 01:45 —
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HAHAHA oh yes he has
07.03.2026 01:43 —
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Yeah, it’s like 3% of the song!
07.03.2026 01:39 —
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Hahahaha if he actually turns up
07.03.2026 01:35 —
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He’s a man without conviction.
He’s a man who doesn’t know.
07.03.2026 00:40 —
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Nooooooo that makes it worse!
06.03.2026 13:47 —
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Excellent!
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