Elias

An attempt is being made

First coursework due end of this month

Yeah ill see how i do. I just am really reconsidering this course

The tutor is so unhelpful usually. I only need 40% to pass the year but still. No I haven't spoken to them yet its not the end of the world yet

Im gonna email them tomorrow and see what I can do.

This evening I realised I may actually fail my first module, which requires me to write classical composition, writing sheet music. I literally can not. I have not been taught, and no matter how much I try, I can not. I do not know if uni was the right choice for me

Yup.

Being in a tiny uni class means that the moment one idot shows up horrifically ill we all one by one are taken down by it. Why am I feeling so yuck 😭

First performance in my lecture kinda freaking out now

It sucks.

Yeah like it's so much money it doesn't make you feel great after and it's just a recipe for disaster. I feel silly for going out so much and kinda expecting to get pissed.

This all comes from 1 incident and I've been deterred

A month into uni and i have already decided to go sober 👍

Pub golf is the worst thing a human can go through even if the drinks are free. Why have I been taped twice and put through tiki fire shots.

In a maid dress on a random Thursday for charity. Gotta love uni

Transport for Wales are even more of an enemy now for the replacement bus

No but wish I was there rn I miss the boardroom 😭

This coach is like the shitest school trip vibe going

Love you dad

I love you too

I know but it's different I don't know why I'm so bothered about leaving him i miss u guys already

Ginger cat on a blanket

Especially leaving my cat again sounds silly but he can't text or call i can see him but he can't see me.

Second time leaving is SO much worse why am I holding tears back on my first train

Leaving the second time seems to be a whole lot worse

IM SO EXCITED TOO!!!

Never thought I'd be so glad to be on a merseyrail train 😭

I regret saying "I'll only watch 1 episode of my show!" Why was i up till 4am. Why did I do that. Second question why did my brain let me do that.

On and off the phone to TFW today as they said the station couldn't help 😭

Aw

Had a cry and so the best solution in my head was the microwave carbonara in my fridge 😭 it worked. Being in uni is weird wdym I can just go cook food at 3am because I'm sad

A photo from above of a boy with red hair showing 3 note books with notes, a pencil case, a glue stick, blanket and some worksheets

Locked in from 10am "introductory lecture" my ass