soโฆ somehow, my flu has returned. and the day before that, i finished up polishing my patreon page.
so here it is! promise to do my best and not be boring.
@pankadoll.bsky.social
she/her, ๐โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ, eng โ rus, surviving on grapefruits and podcasts ๐ commissions: open (dm or โ baarkhaan@gmail.com) โข https://pankadoll.carrd.co/ ( #sketchbook โข #commissions โข #iwtv )
soโฆ somehow, my flu has returned. and the day before that, i finished up polishing my patreon page.
so here it is! promise to do my best and not be boring.
Cedric, the dnd cleric for Eppy Palooza โ๏ธ๐ฐ
He started with a happy grin, and I loved the version, but it was decided to be too cheerful for his personality ๐
#commissions
i've changed my carrd a bit, wanted something lighter
and there're media tracking links now. haven't consumed much of it in the last months being an outside bug, but i'm obsessed with keeping it all neat. if you'd like to befriend me on these platforms, welcome ๐
pankadoll.carrd.co
journaling wasn't enough today ๐
22.11.2025 16:24 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0i don't know what kind of relationship we'll be in, if at all, but i'm so thankful they happened to be there for me when they did. i'm having a hell of a crisis, but it's a good one.
22.11.2025 16:24 โ ๐ 7 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0i think something clicked. i was alone for so long, and then i've met a person that upended so many areas of my life that i couldn't escape some kind of change. i turned 30 in june. and i topped it all with artist's way in september. i'm eating clarity for breakfast.
22.11.2025 16:24 โ ๐ 2 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0so, remember i was taking comms for moving in with someone, most definitely not happening. this year run me through a meatgrinder. the astonishing thing is it was 50/50 as devastating as happy. in a very fucked up way, i feel alive.
#personal
trying out a different brush
#bes #blueeyesamurai
small note: i'm no longer updating x. truly tried to stay put in there, but i've completely checked out after the constant ads appearance.
15.11.2025 10:09 โ ๐ 3 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0figure drawing highlights again โจ
#sketchbook
new userpic! finally deemed myself worthy of a self-portrait ๐๐๐
13.11.2025 21:15 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0#florenceandthemachine
07.11.2025 17:00 โ ๐ 7 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0๐ฐโ๏ธ
#commissions
15 โ 10 minute sketches from life drawing today
#sketchbook
my brand new favorite ๐ haven't binged a show quite like that in a while
#sketchbook #blueeyesamurai
elinakukalo 's (insta) pretty girl, and a little bit of armor studies
#sketchbook
sweet loustat for @sightetsound.bsky.social โค๏ธ
#commissions #iwtv
Iโm so happy to finally have my own version of the scene that Iโll never get over. Thank you, @pankadoll.bsky.social โค๏ธ
01.10.2025 21:27 โ ๐ 9 ๐ 3 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 03 slots open !
01.10.2025 16:39 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 2 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Les Innocents Lestat for @heylidi.bsky.social
#commissions
thank you for commissioning ๐
21.09.2025 14:26 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0And i just received this masterpiece from @pankadoll.bsky.social! Im so happy! Such an amazing work! ๐
21.09.2025 14:24 โ ๐ 12 ๐ 4 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0guess who got commissioned for lestat
31.08.2025 13:19 โ ๐ 47 ๐ 8 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0more lovely artists for the upcoming #BloodAndBrocade zine! so excited to see what they make for our artbook coming your way this winter! ๐งถ (1/3)
@pankadoll.bsky.social @fourofdiamondsart.bsky.social
GUESS WHAT ๐คฉ๐คฉ๐คฉ
22.08.2025 20:07 โ ๐ 4 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0first commission sketch! thank you for the reposts โค๏ธ
22.08.2025 19:25 โ ๐ 12 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 1okay guys, emergency commissions ๐ค
i'm moving in with a very dear to me person in a few months time. we need all the money we can get to do it stress free
-10% on iwtv, hannibal, arcane, black sails, newsreader, fleabag, only lovers left alive, mozart the musical, and miyazaki
mixed media softshell turtles ๐ข
22.08.2025 11:01 โ ๐ 224 ๐ 66 ๐ฌ 3 ๐ 0saw the thing
#everybodyscream #florenceandthemachine