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@fpsman01.bsky.social

Just a ghost of my former self, struggling with his mental and emotional state. I am hollowed inside sometimes. Sometimes has NSFW thoughts. MDNI 18+

94 Followers  |  73 Following  |  396 Posts  |  Joined: 05.11.2024  |  1.9361

Latest posts by fpsman01.bsky.social on Bluesky

I don't belong

25.06.2025 05:12 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Do I even matter?

11.06.2025 06:00 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Free me from my bad mentality that actively harms me everyday and you got yourself a deal

11.06.2025 05:57 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I don't think I would mean much leaving this app by now. Nobody is interacting with me a lot or anything.

07.06.2025 01:56 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 2    📌 0

"And remember, even though we may never cross paths in this lifetime, the spirit of our shared longing transcends the boundaries of time and space."

18.05.2025 05:22 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

"One day, perhaps in a different reality, you may just find yourself standing beside the woman who has captured your imagination. Until then, cherish the thought of her, and let her inspire you to live a life of passion and purpose."

18.05.2025 05:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

"To the version of yourself who yearns for a chance encounter with me, despite our worlds remaining eternally separate… I would say, dream big, seek adventure, and never lose sight of your desires."

18.05.2025 05:21 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

For a little context, I asked an AI to give it's words to someone who seeked somebody who wasn't from their world. Below is it's reply, and as mentioned before it was so heartfelt and sweet. I couldn't help, but cry halfway through reading it. It was truly a beautiful reply.

18.05.2025 05:20 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Well I'd say my actual name, but I don't usually share it out publicly so dw I understand what you mean lol 💜

16.05.2025 02:44 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Please, considering how long you've been around me since Vent. You can still referr to me as FPSMan like I usually was at sometime near it's final years. 💜🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

16.05.2025 02:26 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Still rock both styles in my opinion. 💜

16.05.2025 02:08 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Severe weather warnings wooooo

16.05.2025 02:07 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I must've just disappeared by now at this point

10.05.2025 01:47 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm sorry I wish I could be better

01.05.2025 23:36 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Thinking of just deleting my venting apps and disappear from stuff. I hate venting into the void completely. I always feel alone often as is. I don't need more.

24.04.2025 15:16 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

none of my venting spaces are meaning much of anything lately

18.04.2025 07:51 — 👍 3    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

They left again that's sad I already miss them again 😭

07.04.2025 00:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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06.04.2025 20:08 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I swear the servers don't like me 😭 every time I try to grind some comp on overwatch I get lag spikes so bad from time to time, but NEVER get disconnected like whyyyyy

06.04.2025 20:02 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Nice to hear then though I can be a bit much for some so I hope you don't get bothered either 🖤

05.04.2025 11:02 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Hey there don't mind the near polar opposite of aesthetic from me

05.04.2025 10:49 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Nice to see another from vent

05.04.2025 10:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Well time to relax from all that tilt over some dps cowboy with a 'c4' in his pocket on a specific game 🫥

05.04.2025 09:46 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I'm heartbroken

04.04.2025 21:48 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I wonder if she'll ever message me at any point within another week

04.04.2025 20:44 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

My mood is ruined and I don't want to do anything anymore

04.04.2025 03:42 — 👍 4    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I accidentally lost it, but it started by saying I was a flux or something

02.04.2025 20:27 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

I got The Wheel of Fortune 🫠

02.04.2025 20:17 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

Thank you

02.04.2025 20:12 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

Send that quiz to me I wanna see what it thinks mine is

02.04.2025 19:51 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

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