....messaging.... Just endless drivel.
Why do people do this?
Isn't that what blogs are for?
...months previously that I was unhappy.
Anyway, he still messages me.... monologuing all the stuff he gets up to like buying himself a cake and sending me a pic of the cake, or that he's put his christmas tree up and a pic of his christmas tree.
No real questions about me or how I am or why he's
I broke up with my ex 3 months ago.
His constant need to talk about himself just made me feel invisible because he just never actually checked in with me or whether I was ok. Amongst other things of course.
He was livid when I ended things as he 'didn't see it coming', despite me telling him
Took the lad to his first gig on Thursday.
He spent the whole time looking bored, annoyed and worried.
Then declared it amazing when we'd left, and wants to do another one 🤷♀️
After many years of the boy rejecting any proposal of being out and about in public with me, we went to the cinema last night in what I hope will be a new tradition for us.
Scaring ourselves shitless, together.
I took the lad to the cinema on Saturday to watch Frankenstein.
As he so rarely wants to go anywhere with me anymore this was particularly lovely.
❤️
I went to a family party last night, home by 11 and God am I drained today.
Total idiot me has arranged a walk with a friend this morning.
Still woke up thinking it was Sunday today though.
Dammit
I've spent this weekend cleaning and decluttering.
I was planning on seeing a couple of friends, but one had to cancel and the other one I was too knackered to see after all the decluttering.
It's been a quiet one. But I'm ok with that as its preferable to chaos.
Anyway, back to the single life again.
Need to find a way to not find men who want me to sort their life out.
I mean have they not seen the state of mine?
Ok. Trying to pick this back up again.
Did I miss anything?
I slept for 3.5 hours after travelling for 12 hours yesterday.
My bloke decided he'd have a chat with me before heading to work. Leaving me wide awake for the day.
Feels like I'm having an out of body experience today.
Thank you lovely x
So.... after working my arse off for the last few years, I am being promoted, while my team mate gets seconded to another role.
Anyway, that's my exciting news
I can't believe its May already and this year hasn't stopped dishing out shit yet.
What a ride eh?
My boy had 4 tooth extractions today as hes got a small jaw and his teeth were jutting out all over the place.
He was an absolute champ through it all.
I almost fainted.
😂
After I sent him to rest in bed for a bit and him declaring he'd never be able to sleep, hes passed out.
My boy has turned 16.
When I was 16 I was getting shitfaced in pubs, smoking and thinking about how mature I was.
Times have really changed.
The dog has just scratched himself, farted and then moved away from the fart.
He was sitting next to me.
Send help
Big weekend for the lad. He's had braces put onto his top teeth and just as we were heading to the dentist, his national insurance number arrived in the post.
Feeling so old now.
*digs out his baby pics*
At least the hole in my wall will be filled today and the rats have left the building.
So that's positive.
Still knackered though.
The bloke has been repeatedly asking about why I'm so exhausted, despite knowing all the problems I've had with my flat and the fact I am inundated with work, and the single parenting with very little time away from that.
It's a fucking mystery isn't it?
Why would I even be tired?
Looks like the rat invasion has slowed down considerably 🤞
I can sleep again
I have a haircut booked in for 10.15 and am still not dressed.
I'm not feeling lazy at all
Could have done without knowing what it feels like to have rats eat their way through my heating pipes and then into my flat, but here we are.
My boy told me he'd quite like a girlfriend.
But not any of the girls he knows or is friends with because they're all like sisters to him.
Gawd knows who he has in mind
I was walking the dog earlier and wasnt sure whether the woman slumped in the corner between the church and an abandoned building had died.
Anyway, she was just drugged up and then came around and promptly did more drugs.
So that was nice
@phlpt.bsky.social how are you toots?
Haven't seen you about for ages.
Life good?
It's been a rough week and a bit tbh.
Bloke got made redundant, then his car failed the MOT and I am tired af.
On the plus side though, my son has finally been given a dentist so they can start looking at fixing his very wonky teeth.
Anyway shes worried about dumping him because everyone thinks he's lovely.
I don't.
He sounds needy and controlling and when she told him to calm his tits over christmas he managed a week of reining it in.
Stop that shit man.
He sounds deranged.
