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๐Ÿ”ž the van1lla_v1lla1n of olde. in a number of fandoms half dormantly. weak & weird; they; 32. https://billie-budd.carrd.co/

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10/10 therapy experience no notes

09.10.2025 14:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

And he was like What if you wrote an erotic story exploring the protagonistโ€™s dynamic with an authoritarian/overbearing mother as a stand-in for the state

09.10.2025 14:16 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Talked to my therapist yesterday about my year-long writerโ€™s block being partly a symptom of subconscious self-censorship under the authoritarian queerphobic regime, which feels similar to the way I self-censored when my mother was alive, so that I wouldnโ€™t have to lie to her even by omission

09.10.2025 14:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 12    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

rhaenicent zine! palestine fundraiser!

07.10.2025 21:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Lockwood (any lockwood!) has been on my tbr for ages. would love to hear how that one is especially!

07.10.2025 21:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
black & white comic panel depicting a sexy, thicc Frankenstein's monster disrobing in 3 different poses - pulling his shirt of his shoulder, seen at an angle; from the front, shirtless, beginning to take his pants off; then almost totally nude as seen from behind. the words at the top read "Strip-tease de Frankenstein..."

black & white comic panel depicting a sexy, thicc Frankenstein's monster disrobing in 3 different poses - pulling his shirt of his shoulder, seen at an angle; from the front, shirtless, beginning to take his pants off; then almost totally nude as seen from behind. the words at the top read "Strip-tease de Frankenstein..."

have been desperately looking for this old erotic Spanish comic I stumbled on almost 10 years ago called "El secreto de Frankenstein" and I'm so happy to report I finally found it

07.10.2025 02:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2832    ๐Ÿ” 935    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 36    ๐Ÿ“Œ 39

omg ๐Ÿ‘€

05.10.2025 16:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I put together the first 20 illustrations from my prompt series into a collection for download...! femdom, monsterfucking, & more. all previous exclusives included :)
softending.itch.io/three-word-p...

04.10.2025 20:03 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 254    ๐Ÿ” 46    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

HELLO FAIR SHRIKE

05.10.2025 16:02 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i helped edit many of the pieces for this and they're ALL fucking hits, get in on it!

05.10.2025 15:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Post by @rhaenicentzine ยท 1 image ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0ย ย ๐Ÿ” 22ย ย โค๏ธ 33ย ยทย Rhaenicent Zineย ยทย COME WITH ME: A Rhaenicent Zine is out NOW through October 31! In exchange for a $20 donation to an organization doing work in Gaza, get a digital zine with 13โ€ฆ

www.tumblr.com/rhaenicentzi... :)

05.10.2025 15:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1
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Revision of a very old poem. There is a much earlier version somewhere that really is about the Hartnell brothers and their motherโ€™s letters but itโ€™s not worth reading yet.

30.04.2025 15:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 16    ๐Ÿ” 7    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Post by @grem-lit ยท 1 image ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1ย ย ๐Ÿ” 5ย ย โค๏ธ 19ย ยทย if you remember last year's cowboy fest, i decided to participate a year late with a very ambitious fic that i've finally finished writing and excited to share! please read it herโ€ฆ

new fic alert!! www.tumblr.com/grem-lit/782...

01.05.2025 00:21 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ugh nooo, the worst

01.05.2025 00:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Mr Hickey peeking up from belowdecks

Mr Hickey peeking up from belowdecks

01.05.2025 00:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Flesh and Bone: an MM horror romance novella by Arden Powell.
Back cover copy:
One month ago, Everett did something unforgivable. Now, he and his partner Marshall are paying the price. As they drive their cattle west to a ranch in the foothills of the Rocky Mountains, something stalks them under the light of the full moon.
Haunted by a lifetime of shame, Everettโ€™s guilt over what he did with Marshall is coming to eat him alive. Equally dangerous is the monster following him, which will sink its teeth into anything and anyone. After it gores Everett, he begins to feel that same awful hunger for himself. If Everett wants to survive the night, it's not only the monster he needs to fight. It's his own bloodthirsty urges that want to tear him apart. Worse, theyโ€™ll tear Marshall apart just as easily.
Marshall would do anything for Everett: his best friend, and the man he has secretly loved for years. Now, he doesnโ€™t just have to save Everett from the creature hunting them. He has to save Everett from himself, and that might mean putting a bullet through Everettโ€™s skull before the man he loves becomes something unrecognizably monstrous.
Flesh and Bone is a short, standalone mm horror-romance novella set in the Canadian Wild West of 1889. 14,000 words.
Content warnings: graphic descriptions of gore and violence, loss of limb, self-harm and self-mutilation including cannibalism, suicide ideation, animal harm to livestock, homophobia including slurs.

Flesh and Bone: an MM horror romance novella by Arden Powell. Back cover copy: One month ago, Everett did something unforgivable. Now, he and his partner Marshall are paying the price. As they drive their cattle west to a ranch in the foothills of the Rocky Mountains, something stalks them under the light of the full moon. Haunted by a lifetime of shame, Everettโ€™s guilt over what he did with Marshall is coming to eat him alive. Equally dangerous is the monster following him, which will sink its teeth into anything and anyone. After it gores Everett, he begins to feel that same awful hunger for himself. If Everett wants to survive the night, it's not only the monster he needs to fight. It's his own bloodthirsty urges that want to tear him apart. Worse, theyโ€™ll tear Marshall apart just as easily. Marshall would do anything for Everett: his best friend, and the man he has secretly loved for years. Now, he doesnโ€™t just have to save Everett from the creature hunting them. He has to save Everett from himself, and that might mean putting a bullet through Everettโ€™s skull before the man he loves becomes something unrecognizably monstrous. Flesh and Bone is a short, standalone mm horror-romance novella set in the Canadian Wild West of 1889. 14,000 words. Content warnings: graphic descriptions of gore and violence, loss of limb, self-harm and self-mutilation including cannibalism, suicide ideation, animal harm to livestock, homophobia including slurs.

Flesh and Bone cover art. Yellow silhouettes of two cowboys on horseback ride inside the body of a huge black dog on a crimson background under an outline of the Rocky Mountains.

Flesh and Bone cover art. Yellow silhouettes of two cowboys on horseback ride inside the body of a huge black dog on a crimson background under an outline of the Rocky Mountains.

FLESH AND BONE is out today!! My short queer horror romance in which two cowboys grapple with their unspoken past, and the monstrous werewolf stalking them across the Prairies. Historical Canadian supernatural horror!

โœจItchio: ardenpowell.itch.io/flesh-and-bone
โœจAmz: www.amazon.com/dp/B0F1M52FFX

26.03.2025 13:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 99    ๐Ÿ” 58    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 6    ๐Ÿ“Œ 8

I enjoyed Nosferatu but I donโ€™t think it awakened anything me ๐Ÿ˜”

22.03.2025 15:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

! i JUST read his new one, about James Cook? excellent nonfiction

21.03.2025 18:35 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh my god you're in DEEP i love it

21.03.2025 18:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

bill updates!
watching: australian survivor
reading: Intermezzo by Sally Rooney--god but i died
writing: nothing! (cries)
i did start going to a barre class (10/10) and i'm also training for a 500-mile thru-hike to sate my need to walk into the woods every time i look at the news :'')

21.03.2025 18:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

who is he.. tell me more

21.03.2025 18:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

๐Ÿ˜ญ i WILL watch LSDLN someday istg.. i've been watching nothing but reality tv for like <redacted> months don't look at me a;lsdhf

21.03.2025 18:23 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

yeehaw reylo ! be still my heart

21.03.2025 17:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh man i'm still waiting for my library hold for Martyr! to come in! and i might finally get to see Mickey 17 this weekend ๐Ÿ‘€
holding on to your fic for when i return to SASRH s2 and remember who everyone is ๐Ÿ˜ญ<3

21.03.2025 17:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

ok wow you are actually really selling Reacher lol
link me your squid game fic!
and you know i don't think i've ever picked up Into Thin Air but I do love a good Krakauer

21.03.2025 17:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

you know i never did get around to watching Hannibal, so you are certainly not the latest to board that wagon (that will be me... someday lol)
the Hearing Trumpet looks amazing??
and your fic! you have such a fine left-field wit and an ear for that snippeted interrupting kind of fresh conversation

21.03.2025 17:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
'Diner Wink' Full Sketch - I Think You Should Leave Season 2
YouTube video by Netflix Is A Joke 'Diner Wink' Full Sketch - I Think You Should Leave Season 2

we have simply got to stay insane about those old men! i haven't seen BCS but I've been getting really into I Think You Should Leave and I'm wondering if this Bob O. skit captures his jnsq? www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Inf...

21.03.2025 17:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

omg ive never heard of this book but NEED??
what have you been knitting?

21.03.2025 17:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hello i've missed YOU! so glad to hear you've been holding down the horny-frankenfort

21.03.2025 17:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

oh yes i think i saw some of your drawings when i peeked into the app now and then! love that you watched SASRH--I still need to get to season 2

21.03.2025 17:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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