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@allie-c2.bsky.social

You may remember me from twitter before it went to shit. I have cptsd (bpd alot better after years of therapy). Basically recovered ocd & osdd. In the process of audhd diagnosis. Possible mild/moderate me/cfs. I also have antiphospholipid syndrome & ibs.

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Thanks so much for your reassurance. Its annoying because I know my brain is just doing its thing & trying to not let me just enjoy anything ever 😭🀣 my experience was still great, I was shy af but he was very sweet to me & youre right he does look happy there πŸ₯° not as happy as me though 🀣

19.08.2025 07:24 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Overthinking is one of the worst things because even wjat should be one of the best things ever my brain is destroying it or trying to anyways

18.08.2025 22:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

nice! I could barely say anything so he mostly said a few nice things to me & gave me a big hug so idk why im doing this. My brain always tells me im not good enough I guess its got something to do with that like oh other people had more special connection to him im not enough. Eugh so stupid :(

18.08.2025 22:05 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I keep feeling like jealous of other people's experiences meeting Jared who were able to tell him how nervous they felt & got reassurance from him 😭🀣 or who thought to thank him for his akf stuff & he was clearly touched. I hate my brain. I know my experience was still awesome, & he was still so n

18.08.2025 22:03 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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18.08.2025 08:42 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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18.08.2025 08:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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18.08.2025 07:28 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Awww haha. I looked him in the face for maybe a few seconds then got all bashful 🀣 but he was very sweet 😊

17.08.2025 21:19 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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How my identity has basically just become a mum with an unhealthy supernatural obsession 🀣

17.08.2025 19:59 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Incase anyone else struggles with this as much as I do! I absolutely fucking haaate it.

17.08.2025 15:52 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

@lightofsam.bsky.social your jared photo is adorable. I could barely look him in the eye to do a pose like that 😭🀣 i got so shy lol

17.08.2025 15:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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17.08.2025 14:22 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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17.08.2025 14:11 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

travelling etc. I've never done anything like this before and didnt realise you can get a huge emotional crash afterwards :( I know it'll pass & I'll be left with the happy memory of meeting & getting a pic with Jared but yeah...its kinda sad πŸ€£πŸ˜…πŸ₯Ί

17.08.2025 13:52 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I appear to be having post photo op/con blues. Didn't expect that lol. I feel soooo sad & drained. Even though i couldn't be happier I went. I guess I went through sooooo many feelings yesterday 🀣 aswell as the overwhelm of literally walking up to jared & saying hi & getting a hug. Then all the

17.08.2025 13:51 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Im sooo sorry :( i know how horrifying that is myself. Sending you solidarity & compassion & love & strength xx

17.08.2025 10:53 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Sick of being told not only what im thinking and feeling but what I also *should* be thinking or feeling. Get bent.

17.08.2025 10:51 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Actually so frustrating when someone thinks they know you better than you know yourself.

17.08.2025 10:50 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Haha so glad it wasnt just me!

17.08.2025 09:12 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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17.08.2025 08:56 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Think I was also just sad that it was over lol. I feel like I miss him now 🀣🀣 but hey it happened & it was amazing & something I thought I'd never be able to do so 😁

17.08.2025 08:31 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I feel better this morning. I bet he meets super shy, overwhelmed, flustered fan girls all the time 🀣 he probably thought nothing of it at all. He seemed so kind & sweet & im sure he would have been whatever i said or did. & look at the hug I got. Nothing can take away how warm & fuzzy & happy I was

17.08.2025 08:29 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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17.08.2025 08:20 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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17.08.2025 07:16 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Im so sorry 😞 πŸ˜”

17.08.2025 07:14 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you 😊 I was mega shy, could barely speak lol. He seemed very kind & sweet. Told me he liked me shirt & gave me a big hug πŸ«‚ πŸ€—

17.08.2025 07:13 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Ahh thank you. My silly brain was beating myself up about it because I got super shy & could barely speak & I didnt like how I looked in the pic at first. But im feeling soo much better about it now because look at that hug I got 🀣 & i figure he must meet millions of shy fan girls at these things πŸ˜†

17.08.2025 07:12 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

He seems so sweet and kind. I went mega shy & could barely speak lol but he was lovely 😍

17.08.2025 07:10 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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Sammy 😭

26.02.2025 01:24 β€” πŸ‘ 17    πŸ” 7    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 1

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