Kamie Twilight

Finally getting tested for ADHD. I really feel like I have some kind of focus thing going. But whether or not it's that, or even if it's treatable, I feel would be worlds better for me in the grand scheme of things.

I know when I DM you, I don't really expect a response right away. Or even at all sometimes. You're good with me at least. Just having the chance to chat at all is enough.

My sister and I don't always see eye to eye and I don't think I get along with her all that much, but she came home from work sobbing and now I've unlocked the "vengeful sibling" perk. People like to call my sister Wednesday. This bitch might learn that I make Wednesday look like a fucking saint.

Falling asleep to positive affirmations and feeling really good and thinking, "wait, this shit is actually working this time? Cool!" This new "I can actually focus on things" me is pretty neat. I rock!

I think they must play in the room above mine. Maybe if I can ask them to just move to the other side of the apartment. It's getting too cold to sit on the porch when it gets too much now. But yeah, I suck at talking even without the language barrier I have with them.

I don't know how to approach my neighbors upstairs about their kids being so noisy. Like I get they're kids, but why should I have to suffer for their lack of discipline? Even my therapist could hear them during my phone session. Every time I try to approach them, they throw me off with something.

DQ8 was my first and only Dragon Quest game. And I have to admit I was really impressed. Which of the others would you recommend?

Aisha is love, Aisha is life.

Like I just see how boring I seem to be on the surface and it's hidden how bright and interesting I can be. I'm working on it but it just seems like a long time coming.

So I find it so strange how much I'm aware of how much I'm not aware when I'm high. Like I joke how dense I am from time to time but it's pretty sad tbh. I feel like I'm missing out on so much by being so spacey and it's kind of ironic being high of all things changes that.

Let's go!

So I had a weird dream my dad had another child I didn't know about around my age. She was pretty much like what I always wanted to be myself I think. Or at least something I might have wanted to have. My siblings and I aren't super close so it could be a combo of that.

Darn my post about being toasted was one off from being my 420th post here and I'm sad. Lol

Kinda wish I could like trade in my index towards it. xD I don't need both. Man being poor sucks. I only got the index when I did have the money for it. Waa! >_<

Help I'm just toasted enough that I typed "grass station" instead of "gas station" and I can't stop giggling.

Took a huge step today. Hopefully one that helps me in the right direction.

Wait I gave it away lol

a girl wearing red sunglasses and a jacket that says e-bar on it Alt: Bernice from ZZZ wearing red sunglasses and a jacket dancing

Oh yeah ya girl got her physical done. Guess who's the healthiest I've been in like 5 years?

a close up of a cartoon character wearing sunglasses and a braid Alt: a close up of Jahoda from Genshin Impact smiling cat like.

Feeling oddly good this morning. Not perfect but it's a start.

Ever heard of No Nut November? Well now it's No Nuts November where I go the whole month without eating any nuts... Or well any food really. It's the cool new trend the government thinks we should participate in.

If being a billionaire is so cool then why do all the current billionaires suck so much?

Well I guess they shut off our Internet until I can pay the bill.

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I didn't want to say anything but as of November I'll be one of the many who are without food assistance. I'm barely able to make it with them so I really feel nervous going into November. I'll try to make due with what I can but I'll post my ko-fi just in case. Thanks. ko-fi.com/kamietwiligh...

WEEEEEELLLLLLL.... He ain't my boy

He was also jacked as heck in Billy and Mandy

YouTube video by Rodmod Albuquerque but every time they repeat a word it loops (NORMAL SPEED)

I have an increasing urge to blast this as loud as I possibly can and leave the house so it can drive my neighbors absolutely insane. www.youtube.com/watch?v=PYIw...

Love how the train just suddenly is there when they go up the stairs.

YouTube video by Kamie Twilight Terrible Sitcom Halloween Special

Happy Halloween everyone! Well almost. But I did finish my SFM project. The Terrible Sitcom Halloween Special. The Scout takes his kids out Trick or Treating and they get a pretty surprise. youtu.be/-6tqxoQKs1A

Family above me claims their baby snores. I'm sorry but if that is coming from your baby you might need to call an exorcist.