Thank you for the memories and the time. Even though you hurt me, I still wish you well.
Goodbye and thank you.
Mental health is hard.
I know they do, but I'm always going to be paranoid, no matter how much healing I do, there will be that shadow behind me always telling me that I'm not worth friendship, and never was and that's why our friendship went so sour. I wish things were different. I hope you are well.
I miss us being friends. I hope you're thriving, healthy, loved, and doing better. It was a rough time and tensions were high. I still have some days where I sit here worried and scared of what could happen. I sit here wondering if my friends do care about me because of my trauma from that incident.
And that's okay. I had a lot of good memories and I keep them close to my heart. Despite the pain I felt, and the paranoia I gained after it, I still have care for you as a person and someone who used to be part of my life. You might not see this. You might never see this but I miss you.
Before I stop checking on this account often, I've been having a hard time. Sometimes I wish things happened differently, maybe things could have worked out. Maybe we could still be interacting now. But things don't always go as planned. I sometimes sit here and miss you. You might not miss me.
It gets so quiet at night. Sometimes I enjoy it where I'm able to think and do the basic chores but other times it's dangerous because my mind is going a mile a minute of all the horrible scenarios in my head.
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LGBT National Hotline: 888-843-4564
Suicide and Crisis Lifeline: dial 988 (dial 711 first if you have hearing loss) or text 838255
Drug & Alcohol Relapse Prevention: 1-800-622-4357
National Rehab Hotline: 866-210-1303
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